Prudential Takaful.

So its been 2 weeks aku kerja kat Prudential Takaful. Aku xsempat emmm nak update pasal aku punya interview ke apa ke sebab aku xda memang xda masa. So far aku cm penat sangat2 sebab aku rasa distance dia agak jauh laaa jugak. Aku plak bukan boleh penat2 sangat sebenarnya.

Tapi yang menyedihkan aku belum buat apa2 lagi so far. I mean yelah tempat aku pun belum ada lagi. Tapi kak Ija cakap aku punya tempat ada kat floor 18th. Yela mcm kesayangan aku cakap takkan aku nak merungut plak sebab buta2 je dapat gaji mcmtu xbuat apa2. Ye tak ye jugak kan. Aku chilling lagi even dah 2 weeks. Cuma buat phone calls to clinic je sebab nak tanya ada record atau tak je. Kadang2 dalam sehari Mala bagi dalam 5 case kat aku. So aku cuba punya cuba delay case tuh sebab nak bajet2 masa. Takut aku xda kerja lak nak buat lpas kerja tu siap. Mala pun cakap buat je slow2 hahaha.

Benda senang je sbb aku cuma perlu cakap aku dari Prudential pastu aku kena tanya diorang ada record ke tak je, So far diorang respons baik je. Tpi ada gak certain yang cakap benda tu P&Co. Xboleh bagitau so aku cakap okay jelah sebab kalau ikutkan mmg xleh pun sebab patutnya kena ada hitam putih. Tapi biasa laa company nak cepat kan. Kalau bagi surat tu ntah kurun keberapa laa dorang nak reply agaknya. Aku rasa laaa. Aku buat statement sendiri je.

Ada jugak patient lelaki yang diorang suh call mcm2 clinic kan. Aku mana tau pape aku call jelah. Skali klinik Ibu dan anak pun diorang bagi. Adoi nak gelak bapak malu aku. Sebab apa malu sebab ase bengong plak call tanya patient laki kat clinic ibu dan anak hahahaa!. Ada jugak yang diorang pergi bagi num sama kat aku tapi clinic lain. Aku yang xberapa perasan awal2 tu pun dapat laa ayat "eh bukan u dah call tadi ke? xda record laaa" nasib baik dia xmarah. Aku pusing laa ayat cakap "aah I nk confirm kan betul eh xda record" or aku ckp "I xdengar nama u tadi apa?" hahaha aku mmg sengal. Ada jgk yg mintak xbagi nama. Takut sangat. Padahal kat clinic je keje pun nak takut ape hahaa..

Tu pasal kerja so far hehhee..

Johor 3

Harini patutnya hari Convocation aku.
Ye. Memang harini hari convocation aku.
Tapi aku xde la rasa happy sangat. Perasaan aku biasa2 je. Bercampur aduk pun ada.
Maybe aku ada sikit sedih laa.. Sebab masa lepas event habis tuh..
Xda pun member ajak aku bergambar.. aku mcm orang bodoh yang terpinga pinga cari member sebab at least aku dapat bergambar dengan sorang dua pun cukuplaa...

So aku terjumpa mmber aku pia aku amik laa gamba dengan dia.. Hari pun dah nak hujan aku jd lgi panik sebab aku dah nak pulang jubah apa smua lagi. Pastu aku dah letih n aku xleh lama2 kang marah family aku sbb diorang dah tggu aku habis dri awal tadi..

Tpi aku rasa mcm bodoh je... sbb mcm alone gila. lepastu aku nampak ex roomate aku.. pakwe dia asik berkepit dengan dia.. bagi dia bunga paling besar.. pastu dia dduk je sebelah ex roomate aku tu.. diorang amik gamba banyak2 kali.. pastu aku sorang2 mcm org bodo kat tepi tengok semua tu jd.. padahal aku pernah sebilik dengan dia dlu. aku xtau apa aku rasa. aku xtau dia rasa jugak benda ni atau x.... Tapi aku penah minx maaf dlu kat dia. Aku yang mula dlu. Aku tau dia tu ego tggi jugak tu.

Ntahlah aku sebak ah.. bagi aku journey aku kat sini xseindah yang orang lain hadap kot..sebab benda paling indah yang aku dapat masa kat UTM adalah dia.. dan dia xda kat situ.. Aku xgembira lansung.. seriously aku xrasa apa pun. Lepas pulang jubah aku masuk kereta tidur je.. Most picture gmbar aku sorang2...

Apa2 pun Alhamdulillah je pada Allah..

Johor 2

Harini katanya hari nak berjalan jalan2. Jadi kitorang mula2 jalan pergi rumah mmber kakak aku yang duk Johor ni sebab mak dia dah masak dah mcm2. Aku slack dah makan buffet kat rooftop hotel pagi tadi lepastu perut aku dah full nak makan umah dia. Tapi aku jamah skit lah mee goreng mak dia masa. emm tapi sedap lagi laa mak aku buat hahahaa! xde la best sangat pun hahaa..

Lepas lepak2 tuh kakak aku lepas rindu laa tu mmber kamcing dia laa tuh. Yela dah separate sorang Johor sorang Kelate. Beza jauh sangat so nak jumpa mmg payah laaa kot.

Lepastu kitorang jalan2 laa pergi J.P.O Johor Premium Outlet. Alaaa aku ingatkan besst ah boleh shopping rupanya dia cm tempat kat KLCC je. Aku ase mostly kat KLCC tuh ade ah kat situ. Aku ase Singaporean boleh ah beli. Aku xmampu derrr kalau bag2 coach semua ada kat situ mampu usha je ler hahahah... Mak aku semua dah gelak2 cakap cane ni nak suh mak aku blanja semua mahal sgt ni kang ttbe duit dah habis semua lepas swipe card hahahha...

Tapi mmg xda apa kayy JPO tu aku bosan je.. then pergi makan kat kedai Singgah Selalu. Orang cakap situ femes. Tu yang makan tuh huhuhu. Sedap laa jugak lauk2 dia semua aku try hehehee. Sikit sini sikit situ aku try huhuhu. Orang belanja kan bukan selalu hehhee.

Lepastu balik ah hotel. Emm aku xde la banyak sgt jalan. Bawak mak aku kan. kang dia letih lak. Org tua mana leh jalan banyak. Bapak aku pun asik nak terkencing je susah lak nanti jalan jauh2.

Malam aku g Giant dengan mak aku. Giant tu depan hotel je heheheh. Senang gila nak pergi. Then aku teman ah mak aku dia nak beli apa ntah. Pastu dapat laaa dia jubah sehelai. Aku lak pow mak aku bag hehehe sebb jumpa bag yg mcm cool jew hehee.

Then balik hotel tido lahh apa lagi sebab cuak hari esok hmmm...

Johor

Akhirnya aku menjejakkan jugak kaki ke tanah Johor ni. Sampai hotel dalam pukul 6 lebih dekat pukul 7. Tu pun sebab alu terkejar kejar pergi UTM Skudai nak ambik baju aku. Maunya aku xrisau? Jubah aku belum amik siakk. Aku rasa xda benda yang xmerisaukan seseorang yang dah nak g grad pastu family dia siap kena book kereta siap xda transport. Pastu mak dia siap tempah baju lagi. Tup2 aku xjadi nak convo sebab aku xleh masuk sebab aku xmabik jubah. Aje ke gila do. Aku cuak. Stament mcm bodo jugak sebab cuak benda mcam tu sebab kawan aku punya ayat laaa. Ayat dia lansung xbagi aku sokongan.

Yela aku tau salah aku sebab aku terlepas pandang. Aku xtau kena ambik jubah hari jumaat tu sebab aku busy pikir kerja aku je. Even aku kerja lom wat pape lagi tapi aku penat gak balik keje jalan jauh apa semua lagi. Buat aku jd lupa semua tu. Aaku tanya mmber aku nape xinform aku yang harini dapat jubah sebab aku xpergi raptai. Aku xtau lak dapat jubah masa raptai. Aku mana penah convo aku xtau pun bab2 tu. Diorang cakap aku xbaca instructions lah apa lah. Lnsung xmmbina ayat2. Pastu cakap sabtu semua cuti lah ape lah. Saje je ayat tu.

Lepastu aku xde la bodoh aku check ar yg sabtu ahad tu ada event kat UTM Skudai gak sebab Post graduate dengan Degree pun convo. Aku sure la diorang xtutup. Tidur pun xlena laa aku malam semalam. Mmber smeua xboleh harap. Semua haprak. Masa happy boleh gelak sama2 msa susah buat dunno je buat hal masing2. Taikk.

Last2 aku smpai sana bukak je stor jubah. Pastu boleh je aku amik jubah diorang kasi je aku jubah tu. Pastu ramai n banyak lak jubah tergantung lagi. Pastu diroang cakap kena isi borang lah hape ah. Padahal xde pun aku g dia scan je surat aku.

So lepas settle aku ambik bag jubah n balik hotel. Sejuk beb dlm bilik hotel nih menggigil aku. Ppe pun thanks kat kakak aku sbb uruskan semua ni hehehe :) aku xmampu lagi reply apa2 sebab aku sndiri tunggang terbalik lagi.

Terrible

Day 1

So far this is the most quite terrible thing ever happened I think because I feel like im never expected I will reach this point so far. What point This point that I mean was a point that was quite unexpected and terrible.

Guess what? I am admitted to Hospital on the 2nd day of my Birthday. Oh god, again?? This is just like last year which is im also get fainted near to my birthday. Is this a curse or what ? Seriously I feel its like a curse because the timing happen almost like the same. My boyfriend also said the said thing.

So, its happen when I was just awake from my hurt headache at the Hospital and my head was damn hurt so much.. and I was like gazing everywhere... and wondering where I am... suddenly there is a nurse saw me that I am just awake and she told me "adik.. adik pitam kat tempat kerja tadi.. jadi kami bawa adik kat sini adik kejang... " I just look at her and still blur but my head.. quickly said "ohh god not again" then I was too weak too remember everything.. to do everything so Im just laying there... I was quite scared cause Im just alone.. the one I was thought that moment was my Rifhan.. I missed him and I want him.. I just layed there.. on the bed and there is a water attached to my hand.. they are inserting water into my body slowly..

Then my phone was ringing.. and vibrate.. it was my brother.. he came to see me.. I was wondering why he came and why he was here.. Then i was slowly asked him how he know.. and didnt he worked.. but he told me that my friend called him and told about the emergency that I was fainted and having seizure.. so he runs to the GH..

After that Rifhan came.. he was quite nervous and like.. I saw he was look very panic and shocked maybe for what happened.. Then he stand next to my bed.. bought some bread and Milo for me.. which is and I appreciated it so much... he looks so panic and uneasy... even he laughed a bit and make some jokes.. to make me smile.. Then he hold my hands.. he asked me what happend.. why and how can become that way... and I said Im sorry for not care of myself as what he asked me too.. I am not handling myself well.. breakfast timing and skipped 2 days of my medicine.. But at that moment I just want to calm him not to worry because I am okay.... Rifhan accompany me till afternoon.. then he need to go back because the next day he have to work..

Then my mom came.. she experienced all of these before.. many times.. so she quite calmed than anyone else.. she bought some food for me but that time I dont have any appetite.. but the Hospital also provide some food for us.. as the patient..My sister also came.. and she got time to snapped my picture and shared at the whatsapp group =__=" I feel like a victim.. but who cares I was really tired..

After everyone leaves.. and I am sleeping.. they said they are gonna bring me to the other ward.. which is Neurological ward.. so they brought me there.. and I change ward.. I sleep at GH for 2 days.. dayyumm I never sleep here.. even went here more than a days..

Day 2

I woke up because of some noises from he next bed.. It was a Chinese.. an old nanny.. she like keep shouting at the nurse that she want to change her position of bed because she cant moved.. wow, she was really2 loud.. and noisy.. it makes me cant stand to be there.. even idk what she want.. she was like nagging almost 20 minutes.. when the nurse already layed her down.. she want to sit down.. when they sitted her.. she want to lay down.. I was like.. wtf this nanny.. I know she was quite old and weak.. what else should I say right..

Then infront of me got an indian.. she was pregnant.. maybe she got epilepsy during pregnancy... it was quite dangerous for her.. and I was quite scared if it happen too me too hmm.. Im seriously scared... I dont want this epilepsy ruined my baby..

on the day 2.. I just sit doing nothing lucky me have a magazine for me that I can filled some of my time reading the magazine... then I just waited and keep asked the nurse when I can checked out.. she told me later later later and later...
Until my mom came and bought delicious food for me.. yummy! so tasty! my mom cook Pulut Kuning for me to eat with Rendang Daging.. seriously after that I feel so energized and like wake up from a long sleep hahahaha...

and at 6pm I can at last checkout.. yeahhh.. at last... I am seriously bored.. like damn bored.. not just random bored.. but then I was like being controlled everything.. She is not allowed me to used phone too long and she was keep nagging to me that I didnt manage my food shedule blablabla welll... Err idk.. actually iI kept secret from her that I was skipped 2 days of my medicine.. just to test my ability to lived without it.. but the third day I wat it.. but idk it can still happen..

However its a piece of experience.. wow.. I go through so much..
And thank a lot and much to my hunny that he provide me with so many things.. and be there on time.. and also my mom who bring me food and bought me home..

hmmm...

Tempat Baru.

Dah 2 minggu aku kerja kat tempat baru. Kerjanya memang susah. Memang aku ditawarkan kerja sebagai designer, tapi aku xperlu nak perah idea, sebab bos aku cuma perlukan seseorang yang berkemahiran untuk menggunakan software. Aku belajar guna software baru. Which is Corel Draw. Bila ada customer nak design namecard atau buat Rubber stamp aku kena design mcm apa yg diorang nak. Kat sini semua customer datang pasal rubber stamp dengan namecard je. Rubber stamp kita ada banyak jenis rubber stamp and mcm2 size. Size plak ikut harga. Ada mcm2 jenis aku kena refer buku lagi setakat ni sebab banyak sangat kena belajar. Then Namecard plak boss dah save artwork ribuan company siap ikut folder alphabet lagi. so aku cuma perlu cari nama company lepastu tambah je kalau ada permintaan.

Lepas design aku akan print kertas approval ntuk customer sign menandakan dia dah bersetuju n terus bayar kat counter je. Kalau rubber stamp selalunya esok dah boleh collect tapi kalau express rubber stamp kena tambah 30 ringgit n boleh collect haritu jugak. So kalau korang nak tau kerja aku memang bukan as designer je =__=" designer tu include sekali tukang printing, photocopy, n tukang semua benda ah termasuk buat rubber stamp.

Btw, selama ni semua orang just guna je rubber stamp and xpernah amik tau pun an mcmana benda kecik tuh kita buat? aku dlu pun xpernah amik port tapi aku suka main cop mak aku hahaha. or main cop cikgu aku sebab aku selalu tolong cikgu tanda paper hahaha...

Ermmm tau x susah sebenarnya nak buat benda alah tu. nampak kecik n xberapa nak difikirkan sangat. Tapi susahhh beb sebenarnya. Now aku design, aku buat getah cop tu and aku sendiri yang lekatkan kat cop tu. Perghh memang pengalaman laa benda tu. Mmg aku xpernah terfikir akn buat bnda2 tu. Main dengan getah hari2. Melekit2 tu semua. Step nak buat dia lain kali lah cerita sebab aku malas panjang sangat step dia..

And aku pun dah blaja pasal jenis2 printing, nak print kertas keras ke tebal ke, ivory ke, nak buat maecard punya allignment ke semua aku dah blaja setakat ni. boss aku power jugak laaa sebab dalam busy2 tu dia boleh ajar aku dlm shorter time je. Dia boleh explain mcm2 sampai kepala aku pun berat. Kepala aku dah berat gila 2 minggu ni tambah2 semua benda kena tulis supaya xlupa. Dia dah xnak aku refer dia selalu. Ada 6 jenis printer aku kena ingat n hafal. Aku xboleh sewenang-wenangnya print kat mana2 printer. Kat each printer ada function sendiri and ada toner berlainan. ada yg Toner khas ntuk full color. ada yg black and white sahaja, ada yang untuk namecard n others pun boleh except full color, and ada gak yg paling besar n senang ntuk photocopy n printing.

Pastu dh belajar jugak binding, photocopy, aku dah belajar mcm2 jenis com, yg besar or yg kecik. Nak masukkan dalam com n fully binding semua. Aku dh blajar semua tu hehhe and xderla susah sangat bila dah mahir. cuma ada banyak lagi yang aku belum mahir hehehe. still my book is prepared to jot down new stuff. Tapi yang pasti aku mmg letih gila everyday. And now hari2 kena naik lrt ke Ampang Park office aku tu. pagi2 nampak muka semua org blurrr je hahahhaa. aku pun naik blur dah 2 mggu ni. Yang pasti mata aku makin kabur. hmmmm... not a good thing.

Fine I quit

Okay harini last day aku kat Snif or kitorang panggil Snip sebab aku memang dah tak tahan dah nak kerja kat situ. Aku kerja macam biasa je so far tapi aku bengang sebab boss aku buat perangai dengan aku. Acually happen bila semalam aku argue dengan dia dekat Whatsapp. Yela dia sebok condemn sgt aku balik awal sedangkan aku xde la balik awal sangat. Aku balik awal pun sebab aku rasa mcm dah xda mood pastu kerja aku dah settle.

Dia pulak xhabis2 kacau idop aku pasal kunci opis yang xde kesudahan tu. bengang betul aku. last2 aku bengang aku argue dgn dia and harini aku dtg hantar surat resign n copy data2 aku je. Tension au malas nak kerja dekat situ lagi. Lgipun gaji lambattttt so aku nekad baik aku berenti je. Aku pun malas nak edn up mcmtu asyik menunggu gaji je. Mcam orang gila tunggu gaji. Sedangkan aku patut dibayar dengan punctual sebbab aku bukannya delay kerja pun. Kerja aku semua on time.

Dahala bayar lambat xckup pulak tu. pastu dah mintak balance cakap nak sekalikan dengan gaji July. Skai gaji July pun tak dapat2. penipu punya company. menyakitkan hati je. aku sakit hati gilaaaaaa . taip entry pun bengang aku. blerghhh...... =="