Terrible

Day 1

So far this is the most quite terrible thing ever happened I think because I feel like im never expected I will reach this point so far. What point This point that I mean was a point that was quite unexpected and terrible.

Guess what? I am admitted to Hospital on the 2nd day of my Birthday. Oh god, again?? This is just like last year which is im also get fainted near to my birthday. Is this a curse or what ? Seriously I feel its like a curse because the timing happen almost like the same. My boyfriend also said the said thing.

So, its happen when I was just awake from my hurt headache at the Hospital and my head was damn hurt so much.. and I was like gazing everywhere... and wondering where I am... suddenly there is a nurse saw me that I am just awake and she told me "adik.. adik pitam kat tempat kerja tadi.. jadi kami bawa adik kat sini adik kejang... " I just look at her and still blur but my head.. quickly said "ohh god not again" then I was too weak too remember everything.. to do everything so Im just laying there... I was quite scared cause Im just alone.. the one I was thought that moment was my Rifhan.. I missed him and I want him.. I just layed there.. on the bed and there is a water attached to my hand.. they are inserting water into my body slowly..

Then my phone was ringing.. and vibrate.. it was my brother.. he came to see me.. I was wondering why he came and why he was here.. Then i was slowly asked him how he know.. and didnt he worked.. but he told me that my friend called him and told about the emergency that I was fainted and having seizure.. so he runs to the GH..

After that Rifhan came.. he was quite nervous and like.. I saw he was look very panic and shocked maybe for what happened.. Then he stand next to my bed.. bought some bread and Milo for me.. which is and I appreciated it so much... he looks so panic and uneasy... even he laughed a bit and make some jokes.. to make me smile.. Then he hold my hands.. he asked me what happend.. why and how can become that way... and I said Im sorry for not care of myself as what he asked me too.. I am not handling myself well.. breakfast timing and skipped 2 days of my medicine.. But at that moment I just want to calm him not to worry because I am okay.... Rifhan accompany me till afternoon.. then he need to go back because the next day he have to work..

Then my mom came.. she experienced all of these before.. many times.. so she quite calmed than anyone else.. she bought some food for me but that time I dont have any appetite.. but the Hospital also provide some food for us.. as the patient..My sister also came.. and she got time to snapped my picture and shared at the whatsapp group =__=" I feel like a victim.. but who cares I was really tired..

After everyone leaves.. and I am sleeping.. they said they are gonna bring me to the other ward.. which is Neurological ward.. so they brought me there.. and I change ward.. I sleep at GH for 2 days.. dayyumm I never sleep here.. even went here more than a days..

Day 2

I woke up because of some noises from he next bed.. It was a Chinese.. an old nanny.. she like keep shouting at the nurse that she want to change her position of bed because she cant moved.. wow, she was really2 loud.. and noisy.. it makes me cant stand to be there.. even idk what she want.. she was like nagging almost 20 minutes.. when the nurse already layed her down.. she want to sit down.. when they sitted her.. she want to lay down.. I was like.. wtf this nanny.. I know she was quite old and weak.. what else should I say right..

Then infront of me got an indian.. she was pregnant.. maybe she got epilepsy during pregnancy... it was quite dangerous for her.. and I was quite scared if it happen too me too hmm.. Im seriously scared... I dont want this epilepsy ruined my baby..

on the day 2.. I just sit doing nothing lucky me have a magazine for me that I can filled some of my time reading the magazine... then I just waited and keep asked the nurse when I can checked out.. she told me later later later and later...
Until my mom came and bought delicious food for me.. yummy! so tasty! my mom cook Pulut Kuning for me to eat with Rendang Daging.. seriously after that I feel so energized and like wake up from a long sleep hahahaha...

and at 6pm I can at last checkout.. yeahhh.. at last... I am seriously bored.. like damn bored.. not just random bored.. but then I was like being controlled everything.. She is not allowed me to used phone too long and she was keep nagging to me that I didnt manage my food shedule blablabla welll... Err idk.. actually iI kept secret from her that I was skipped 2 days of my medicine.. just to test my ability to lived without it.. but the third day I wat it.. but idk it can still happen..

However its a piece of experience.. wow.. I go through so much..
And thank a lot and much to my hunny that he provide me with so many things.. and be there on time.. and also my mom who bring me food and bought me home..

hmmm...