last day at Prudential

Today is my last day, the actual last day was 29/2/2015. But I feel like there is no other point for me to come again especially on Monday just because I want to work just for a day. Which is Monday. So I prefer to left on 26 which is Friday. And yeah of course our salary book is already closed for the February month. Plus I don’t mind anymore what is going to happen. Plus in my contract there is no black and white on the paper that show my contract period.

So today I’ve prepared everything to bought back home and I just want to settled everything straight away just in time and I don’t want to come back again any other time. And my hubby waited for me downstairs for carrying my stuff for me. Emmm everytime I look at him, he is full of hope. And makes me quite happy and forgot my sadness a bit sometimes.

But yeah, sometimes u just pretend like you are okay, but in heart still feel sad. Worked at such incredible place, but unable to continue. The continue offered was different department which have to work in shift that makes me more not like it all. I can’t work in shift because I don’t have transport. So I have to turned down the offered. And  just depends on my fate.

inshaAllah. Everything is inside Allah hand and everything is his plan. Always got a rainbow after a heavy rain.Today is my last day, the actual last day was 29/2/2015. But I feel like there is no other point for me to come again especially on Monday just because I want to work just for a day. Which is Monday. So I prefer to left on 26 which is Friday. And yeah of course our salary book is already closed for the February month. Plus I don’t mind anymore what is going to happen. Plus in my contract there is no black and white on the paper that show my contract period.

So today I’ve prepared everything to bought back home and I just want to settled everything straight away just in time and I don’t want to come back again any other time. And my hubby waited for me downstairs for carrying my stuff for me. Emmm everytime I look at him, he is full of hope. And makes me quite happy and forgot my sadness a bit sometimes.

But yeah, sometimes u just pretend like you are okay, but in heart still feel sad. Worked at such incredible place, but unable to continue. The continue offered was different department which have to work in shift that makes me more not like it all. I can’t work in shift because I don’t have transport. So I have to turned down the offered. And  just depends on my fate.

InshaAllah. Everything is inside Allah hand and everything is his plan. Always got a rainbow after a heavy rain. 

As What I expected

Masa mula2 join PRUBSN, hubby was so excited and happy for me. He said it better for me to be in that kind of company, that is more stable and I can spend money everyday. But awal2 aku pernah cakap dekat hubby “I don’t think im gonna work here longer” and yes today, my prediction was right. Kak fiza nak jumpa aku sebab nak inform aku kerja sampai 15 march je and then I will finish my contract.

Penipu! Haritu masa nak ambik aku kerja, they said aku punya contract gonna be long term?? And now I was being kicked out macam sampah. Bos aku yang ambik aku kerja tu lansung xtunjuk muka dia dekat aku and cakap apa2. Dia gunakan orang tengah which is kak Fiza nak sampaikan dekat aku yang aku dah tak perlu kerja sampai 15 March. I was kinda upset. Seriously. Aku agak sedih jugak ar. Sebab terlalu kejap aku dengan Prudential. Aku happy dengan semua event dia, even aku penat skit sampai xlarat n sakit2 kepala tapi aku xmerungut plak buat kerja. Aku tau handle semua sickness tu and dah expert dengan sickness2.

Bagi aku tu semua pengalaman berharga sebab aku happy dapat blaja benda baru and related dengan bidang kedoktoran n biology. N jugak dapat explore lebih bidang insurans. Tapi sedih tu memang sedih sebab xda chance nak build up career dekat situ. Apa nak buat. Melayu tipu melayu. Dalam contract lansung tak cakap sampai bila. Lepastu senang2 berentikan macam macai apa. Melayu sama melayu pun nak buat macam tu. Sakit betul hati aku.

Tapi takpe aku sure kalau tuhan tak place aku kat situ means tempat tu tak sesuai untuk aku. And mesti ada place that is much better untuk aku. Aku berserah pada Allah. Sekurang kurangnya lepasni aku xpayah nak hadap muka ogre tu hehe. And then aku dah xda masalah dah dengan dia. Sebab dia selalu cari silap aku and tak puas hati dengan aku. Aku pun tak paham lah apa yang dia xpuas hati sangat. Padahal aku rilek je macam ni je. Apa aku buat semua dia nak cite kat orang lain macam dia tu bos Prudential lah. Aku sampai tahap nak tikam dia dohhhh……. Punya bengang.

Melayu tipu melayu punya citer.

Worldwide

What is worldwide ?  worldwide is just a building next to my Menara Yayasan Tun Razak office. Nothing special about it hahhaa. I am hereby would like to told that most of my department is moving to that building for a month due to my floor construction. I don’t think it was a good idea at the beginning because I hate moving. And moving is tired. But as I look at the structure plan where I was being sitted. I am so happy because I am so much far from that ogre.

Heheheh ! and that ogre wont able to see me at all because she was at the other wings while I was at the other wings. Even if I want to go out for lunch or going back home, that ogre won’t see me also because the main exit to the lift is not connect to her wings and its situated in the middle of both wings of her and mined.

Only god knows how calm I am when I am far from her and I could finished my job well and better. I am also could finish my cases earlier and I didn’t feel any headache anymore. It is really2 a good things to be at Worldwide. The environment was cool, not to warm, not too hot. And the temperature is quite well for me. And there is not so much noise of people. Just some discussions from those Indian IT as the Prudential programmer.

I am happy that I can be so much calm for this month at least, after a lot of pain. It is true that Allah always replace a good thing and thing that even much better after we gone through so much hardship.