At Last Im not a jobless anymore .

okay first of all today aku kena datang mall tempat aq mintak kerja . mall mana secret ;) . well it should be interesting if u dont know about something rite hehe. so aku pg sana and pg dekat tempat menunggu . smalam aku dah exam dah . pergh dia bg 100 math question !  dah la tak bg gune calculator hueeee.... tp nasib baik tolak tambah je hehee . so arini ramai jugak dekat ruang menunggu tu .aku tak kenal lansung dornag sape tp agak2 aku lah mesti nak aplly job gak . muke sume pun ala2 jobless je hahaha including me  . n aku ade perasan mmber skola rendah aku . tapi xde ar nak tegur . segan beb entah2 dia bkn ingat aq pun hahaha . so aku wat dunno je huhu .

a moment later .............. pergh berbulu la menunggu ni memang aku paling tension menunggu ..

then dia bg surat suroh sign . kitorang bertiga pun sign . kemudian kami di suruh mem follow . ceh memfollow musnah bm aku . follow akak tu untuk ambik baju . aku pun ikut je ar . bawah office je . kemudian memfollow lg akak tersebut ke belakang . upenye dia nak gosok dulu bju tu b4 kasi kitorang pakai . huhu thanks kak walaupun muka akak serius tp hati baik kak :D . then dia suh salin baju tu . aikk ? tekejut alu ingatkan esok bru keje hehe . aku pun ikut jela takkan nak mmbantah kot . keje pun lom lg xkn nk mmbangkang hahaha . then aku tukar .

tengok cermin . DAMMMNNN!!!!!! LAWAKNYE hhahahaha sumpa aku xpna pkai tudung indon ni hahahaha . aduh xde tdung bawal ke ?? lawaknye  . mmpos ah ...

pastu akak tu parking kitorang dekat cashier baju kanak2 . For information aku mintak keje jadi cahsier k hahaha . so untuk 1st day aku jd packer je . which mean tolong masuk barang dlm plastic je dulu . n sementara tu kena usha2 akak2 tu kerja . n camana dorang guna machine tu :D .

so hari ni everything goes well . n mana2 aku pg je orang kata  "ANAK OPAH!!!" =__="
because my mom group leader kat situ so tak pasal2 aku digelar "anak opah" =__=''
agaknya muka aku dengan mak seiras sangat smpai takpayah tanya pun dornag dha boleh agak aku ni anak sape . perghhh mak aku famous gila sebut je 1 mall tau :o

Learn of basic experience .

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to someone special in my life . who is it? just 2 guesses wheter my mum or my cik abang ? of coz cik abang :) . mom birthday 27 August . Lambatttt lagilaaa... hahaha .

it is horrible and upset me because i cant gave him any present since im still "kering". not just badan aku je yang kering . pocket pun dah zero . hahaha damn sorry . wonder why his birthday were sooo early . tak sempat aku carik kerja lg nikan pulak nak rasa gaji memang tak ah :'( . so i have to postponed my present and he said "it's okay . mempunyai seseorang mcm awak merupakan suatu hadiah buat saya" ............pengsan ..guess what? GOSH!! DAMN SWWEEET DOH!!!!! hahaha . lucky kawan2 aku tak baca . kalau x , memang kena gelak je la aku yang gangster ni dah jiwang level maximum hahahha . but apa2 pun aku akan bg gift jugak nnti . just wait okay hehee . hipotesis : the more the money the nicer the gift . muahahah , lama tak buat hipotesis kan ? 

this is for u .

For ur birthday . happy birthday 18th :)

mungkin aku tak dapat bg dia sesuatu yang real . but this is what i can do . it is something that im good at . Designing . and im using my own skills to giving you something sincerely that showing it is really2 from me . and im express it in this card . maybe there are some mistake here and there . but everything are not perfect . just like u and me . but we could always improve it and improve ourself to become someone that can bee seen as ''perfect'' .  as long as im still breathing im always here beside u and supporting u in whatever u do . im here as friend n someone who love , laugh , and accompany you . :) 

Anyhow , Imman Hfiz is just like the sunflower painting by Vincent Van Gogh . If the painting be seen once , people will just realize that "it just an ordinary sunflower painting . what is so special about it? " and maybe some will say " it just a stupid painting that been drawn by someone that lonely " but , if we seen the painting closely and try to understand the painting we will see a beautiful yellow spectrum that been used . and just by touching the surface we can feel and understand the floe of colours on the painting .

Only by understand the painting deeply we will just aware that there is a story about the painting , and we will just realize that its not all the flower that blooming and some are not , and some are wilt . it just like telling  us the beginning and the ending just from a sunflower painting in a vase .

Imman Hafiz is all of above . During when we are still a besties , for me  , he is only a guy that only know how to laugh , smile and play around  . But in the way of friendship i didnt know that he is someone unique , responsible person , loving , poetic , happy , love challenge , always try to discover and very sweet one :)

He is not just listening , understand , but feel . And im very happy and feel comfortable to be with him . Only when im with him i want this world to stop for a while so that im having a long time to enjoy looking his face and his smile :) 


It is enough with having people that we love that treat us like we are the perfect one :)

Vincent Van Gogh 

Happy Born day Mr Darcy ;) Elizabeth Bannet will always here :)

Just what i feel

seriously when u got nothing to do .. u are very near to the one u love n u remember them more than u could expect .. and sometimes i happen non stop . u couldn't stop thingking of them .. its hard to stop it .

i dont know what is happening to me .. all day in the midnight i always cried alone thingking of him . i no he is very tired and he need a tight sleep for tomorrow . i didnt stop him cause i understand him so much . he is a working person . but actually maybe i cant get use to it . maybe dulu2 dia selalu tunggu aku tido dulu and then baru dia tido . dia cerita soo many interesting things till i sleep . and pg2 he will wake up early and wait me get up . it is a wonderfull moment . :) and it still wonderfull to be with him . however it is , it is always bring out happiness .

it just me have to control myself . i have to understand that his life is not just for me . he also have many things to do on his life . i have to learn to accept the faith . im not a school student anymore that just have to think about study and having fun . i have to think of my future . n i know he is thinking further than me . and i? im still like this . berangan2 n terapung2 tanpa tujuan . i have to learn to become a grown up person and wake up from my dream .

i no what i have to do . but , it just i cant fight my own feelings . im too alone when he is not around . befor this 24 houes my time is just to spend with him . laugh and shared everything . he is my life . i cant loses him for only 1 minute .

he's my first one that i cant let go and cant forget forever . i need him so much ...

wake up .. dont be so weak ..

have to start working as soon as possible ..