I still cant forgive you

Its 17 October 2014.
Im at home.
My friend, he was the Class monitor of my class.
Ive been know him all this 3 years.
Since I've joined studying at UTM
And now, all of us just grad.
He keep asking forgiveness from everyone.
And from me.
It is.
He hurt me.
During our last presentation.
The way he called me like i am so worthless.
And all my effort is never being seen by anyone.
That makes me feel hurt.
And i still cant forgive him until now.
Although how much he seek for forgiveness.
Because i am sick that time. He dont even know what i feel.
Being stress and having seizure. Lift such heavy things here and there. Then eat the medicine. Does he know that??
What he know is just about the presentation.
And suddenly on the day, the lecturer dont even touch the comp at all.
Such an idiot.
And the money that we spend?
The clothes that we bought?
The blazer?
Why we didnt just try other option ?
Pretending?
Renting?

Blergh. Human.