Panas hati aku. Panaaas2

Harini meskipun cuaca mendung atau cerah atau terang sekalipun.
takda kaitan dengan feeling aku skarang ni.
sebab aku mcm near to death.
its not a really2 death.
but i just feel like dying after what happen today.

Know what?
on monday im supposed to start my practical.
and today i was called the director of the company that agreed
and already sign-off the agreement with me that im gonna start my internship with
his company this monday.
which i can conclude everything is already settled very well

and guess what he said to me today ?
" Mr Kenny i would like to inform that going to start my internship this monday with your company"
   "Hah? this monday aaaa? tapi saya sulaaa cukup olang. saya sula adaa 4 staff skrg suda penuh. kalau u           masuk nanti u tada tempat"
"huh? what? but u've signed the letter that i've told you about my intern. and im frequently come and asked u about it and i've sent my resume to you"
   "Aiyaa saya lupaa laaa... u masuk December boleh kaa? sebab budak intern saya belum habis"
"No I can't. i have to follow my Univerisities procedure. I still have to start on 27th whatever happen"
   "Macam ini aaa bagi ur number... i check balik nanti"

lannnnchiaaaooo maa lu apek...
guaaa sulaaa luuu mau kaaa...

memang panas je.
aku ada 4 hari jer lagi sebelum Monday which is possibilities nak jumpa company tu memang possible gila.
then yg 2 hari tu pulak weekend.
maneee aku nak cariiiiii gilaaaaa......
kalau dia ambik num aku pun belum tentu dia call balik.
silap2 num aku pun dia hilang.

Penasihat akademik aku suruh jugak cari company baru dalam masa 2 hari ni.
and he said " Awak ada masa 2 hari lg. cari jugak nanti inform saya ASAP"

I was like whaaattt? its not fault !!!!

then i was walked around the house.
called here and there.
google here...
click here.
blablabla till my credits out.

and i found a company.
that seems like i have a chance.
near to my house.
and im so hoping to this company so much.

and when im going out with my aunt.
i still cant think clearly.
miserable.
and suddenly the company called me back.
and tell me to interview tomorrow
i feel like jumped around hahaha!
hooyeahh!
hahahahhahahahhaahaha im great im great hahahhahahaha
and i forgot that i was at the foodcourt.....
and everyone is looking..............

and i sit down back and smile...
with a sign off thumbs up to my mom.
this is so a miracle.
Alhamdulillah.
There is a way in every hardship

but thanks to him who listen to my nag.
hehe..