Hello New Job

Hello hai and heyyy!! I don’t remember how many I’ve posted about new job. But yeah this is my new job and yeah at least I’m not jobless anymore. You know… jobless was hard. You feel guilty everytime, everywhere and just pretend you don’t want anything just because you don’t want to burden your mom. And also just because you don’t want to asked money from your parents. But anyhow you just have to do it because yeaaa you also have thing you needed right. Just avoiding buy simply useless stuff.

Okay enough with that, my new job is just nearby my house. And its really really near to my house. Which is I am very-very glad because I don’t need a higher cost just because I don’t need to use train or taxi anymore. I just walk to my office now hahaah. Yea it sounds funny but it was okay for me. Walking also good for health right? For the lung and our heart. Other than I just sit back at home and do nothing. So actually I’ve already started it on 12/4/16 on last Tuesday. And I am okay with it so far because I can blended well with them. Just 3 of them was there. One is my bos, which is rarely there and just appear sometimes. Once a week or twice a week. Two my admin which is handling the process of supplier, management, emails. Three a female lady which was around 37 as a Graphic Designer too and also manage the emails, clients and also act as the marketing person. And the forth one is me. Yeap I am the new comers. But for temporary I was using my own laptop because their IMac was broken down. I was supposedly used the IMac but they are waiting for the repair person to respons because they didn’t gave any feedback to them.

So far I’ve done a banner, bunting, brochure, a magnet fridge, a book cover, and also im in a way to create a book. A book design. For the kids. By FAMA. So quite happy because I am also missed my job as a designer wuhuhu. And yeah the environment was quiet and I was happy with it. It makes me work calmly. Just sometimes stress out to change the design too many times and its normal. No work is not hard right.

last day at Prudential

Today is my last day, the actual last day was 29/2/2015. But I feel like there is no other point for me to come again especially on Monday just because I want to work just for a day. Which is Monday. So I prefer to left on 26 which is Friday. And yeah of course our salary book is already closed for the February month. Plus I don’t mind anymore what is going to happen. Plus in my contract there is no black and white on the paper that show my contract period.

So today I’ve prepared everything to bought back home and I just want to settled everything straight away just in time and I don’t want to come back again any other time. And my hubby waited for me downstairs for carrying my stuff for me. Emmm everytime I look at him, he is full of hope. And makes me quite happy and forgot my sadness a bit sometimes.

But yeah, sometimes u just pretend like you are okay, but in heart still feel sad. Worked at such incredible place, but unable to continue. The continue offered was different department which have to work in shift that makes me more not like it all. I can’t work in shift because I don’t have transport. So I have to turned down the offered. And  just depends on my fate.

inshaAllah. Everything is inside Allah hand and everything is his plan. Always got a rainbow after a heavy rain.Today is my last day, the actual last day was 29/2/2015. But I feel like there is no other point for me to come again especially on Monday just because I want to work just for a day. Which is Monday. So I prefer to left on 26 which is Friday. And yeah of course our salary book is already closed for the February month. Plus I don’t mind anymore what is going to happen. Plus in my contract there is no black and white on the paper that show my contract period.

So today I’ve prepared everything to bought back home and I just want to settled everything straight away just in time and I don’t want to come back again any other time. And my hubby waited for me downstairs for carrying my stuff for me. Emmm everytime I look at him, he is full of hope. And makes me quite happy and forgot my sadness a bit sometimes.

But yeah, sometimes u just pretend like you are okay, but in heart still feel sad. Worked at such incredible place, but unable to continue. The continue offered was different department which have to work in shift that makes me more not like it all. I can’t work in shift because I don’t have transport. So I have to turned down the offered. And  just depends on my fate.

InshaAllah. Everything is inside Allah hand and everything is his plan. Always got a rainbow after a heavy rain. 

As What I expected

Masa mula2 join PRUBSN, hubby was so excited and happy for me. He said it better for me to be in that kind of company, that is more stable and I can spend money everyday. But awal2 aku pernah cakap dekat hubby “I don’t think im gonna work here longer” and yes today, my prediction was right. Kak fiza nak jumpa aku sebab nak inform aku kerja sampai 15 march je and then I will finish my contract.

Penipu! Haritu masa nak ambik aku kerja, they said aku punya contract gonna be long term?? And now I was being kicked out macam sampah. Bos aku yang ambik aku kerja tu lansung xtunjuk muka dia dekat aku and cakap apa2. Dia gunakan orang tengah which is kak Fiza nak sampaikan dekat aku yang aku dah tak perlu kerja sampai 15 March. I was kinda upset. Seriously. Aku agak sedih jugak ar. Sebab terlalu kejap aku dengan Prudential. Aku happy dengan semua event dia, even aku penat skit sampai xlarat n sakit2 kepala tapi aku xmerungut plak buat kerja. Aku tau handle semua sickness tu and dah expert dengan sickness2.

Bagi aku tu semua pengalaman berharga sebab aku happy dapat blaja benda baru and related dengan bidang kedoktoran n biology. N jugak dapat explore lebih bidang insurans. Tapi sedih tu memang sedih sebab xda chance nak build up career dekat situ. Apa nak buat. Melayu tipu melayu. Dalam contract lansung tak cakap sampai bila. Lepastu senang2 berentikan macam macai apa. Melayu sama melayu pun nak buat macam tu. Sakit betul hati aku.

Tapi takpe aku sure kalau tuhan tak place aku kat situ means tempat tu tak sesuai untuk aku. And mesti ada place that is much better untuk aku. Aku berserah pada Allah. Sekurang kurangnya lepasni aku xpayah nak hadap muka ogre tu hehe. And then aku dah xda masalah dah dengan dia. Sebab dia selalu cari silap aku and tak puas hati dengan aku. Aku pun tak paham lah apa yang dia xpuas hati sangat. Padahal aku rilek je macam ni je. Apa aku buat semua dia nak cite kat orang lain macam dia tu bos Prudential lah. Aku sampai tahap nak tikam dia dohhhh……. Punya bengang.

Melayu tipu melayu punya citer.

Worldwide

What is worldwide ?  worldwide is just a building next to my Menara Yayasan Tun Razak office. Nothing special about it hahhaa. I am hereby would like to told that most of my department is moving to that building for a month due to my floor construction. I don’t think it was a good idea at the beginning because I hate moving. And moving is tired. But as I look at the structure plan where I was being sitted. I am so happy because I am so much far from that ogre.

Heheheh ! and that ogre wont able to see me at all because she was at the other wings while I was at the other wings. Even if I want to go out for lunch or going back home, that ogre won’t see me also because the main exit to the lift is not connect to her wings and its situated in the middle of both wings of her and mined.

Only god knows how calm I am when I am far from her and I could finished my job well and better. I am also could finish my cases earlier and I didn’t feel any headache anymore. It is really2 a good things to be at Worldwide. The environment was cool, not to warm, not too hot. And the temperature is quite well for me. And there is not so much noise of people. Just some discussions from those Indian IT as the Prudential programmer.

I am happy that I can be so much calm for this month at least, after a lot of pain. It is true that Allah always replace a good thing and thing that even much better after we gone through so much hardship. 

The end of 2015

In a blink of eyes and in a click of mouse, I am in the end of the 2015. I am absolutely not sure its true or not but I have to believe it because I’ve just pinched my hand and it was hurt. Hurggghhh I am tired. Too much ot this month, and I was lack of sleep. My eyes feel burn.  My head hurts, I never stop take my pills everyday that’s why I can still continue everything. And today 31/12/15 I was being forced to stay up till 11 or what idk it was so fuck up. How come I have to back like that hour?? I was taking LRT. Why they never understand it ??

Then I was like fed up, they think I was a robot or what?? Or they gonna send me up if there were no transport to send me ? how stupid lahh all of them. Even closing they should think about stuff not just think about work. I am not 100% live for work. I have other things to do.

Lucky hubby willing to accompany me, dia lagi lahh jauh rawang kot nak sampai rumah pukul berapa plak kan. Then on the way back KLCC dah pack and entrance tutup jalan sana sini sebab they all ada event and concert at the front of KLCC. I was like so frightened. I never feel so much into that so many crowds like that. And there were so many people at KLCC waiting for the fireworks and to countdown till New Year.

I tought we are not gonna make it to go back home because we thought the LRT already closed buy hubby pulled my hand and he pulled me in the pack of people to get onto the KLCC tunnel that connected with LRT. Which is the shortcut without enter the KLCC. I am so lucky the gate is still open. If not idk where I should go T_T

Ini semua sebab CLAIMSSSS!!! Grrrrrr !!!

Im so in mad.. they are crazy with work.. forget about staff security and safety. Bullshit.

PRUBSN 400 Million celebration

This is not the final event. At this time I was quite tired for so much event, I know it was happy thing and it was good but I feel its kinda disturb my attention to finish my work and my job. I hate to be in the situation of enjoy while my work is unfinished yet. It will create such kind of thinking in mind.

As usual held up event at the pantry because there is a lot of people from level 1 and 18 so it have to be held at level 1 pantry that large than others. I just seeing the event from far. So the head and the bos are celebrating the PRUBSN 400 Million target which is they never tought gonna reach. I was like blablabla. U just don’t know how struggle we have to handle those client cases and u just here celebrating…

I tought if they got 400 million target cant they just put into our account a bit? Yeaaa a bit not that much hahha! Wow how amazing if I have 400 million in my account. Im gonna just shopping every seconds hahahhaah! Too much dream huh ==” even im here just as contract staff. Yeahh I am dreaming while watching the event.

I just take some food and eat at Mala place. Then I go back with my work. Not really in mood maybe, plus I feel like I was lonely in the department. And the money of the prudential achieve doesn’t affect my account as well.This is not the final event. At this time I was quite tired for so much event, I know it was happy thing and it was good but I feel its kinda disturb my attention to finish my work and my job. I hate to be in the situation of enjoy while my work is unfinished yet. It will create such kind of thinking in mind.

As usual held up event at the pantry because there is a lot of people from level 1 and 18 so it have to be held at level 1 pantry that large than others. I just seeing the event from far. So the head and the bos are celebrating the PRUBSN 400 Million target which is they never tought gonna reach. I was like blablabla. U just don’t know how struggle we have to handle those client cases and u just here celebrating…

I tought if they got 400 million target cant they just put into our account a bit? Yeaaa a bit not that much hahha! Wow how amazing if I have 400 million in my account. Im gonna just shopping every seconds hahahhaah! Too much dream huh ==” even im here just as contract staff. Yeahh I am dreaming while watching the event.

I just take some food and eat at Mala place. Then I go back with my work. Not really in mood maybe, plus I feel like I was lonely in the department. And the money of the prudential achieve doesn’t affect my account as well.

Exchange gift day

And this day is the most happier for me ! its because I love it,I love this moment when we have exchange gift day hehehe! But its kinda spoil for me.

Why? Because I love this event but I was mistaken about the date, I thought it was on Wednesday but It was on Today!!! And I was panicked so muchhhhh and I was like idk what to do but I think of an idea, I have to run to pavilion as soon as possible before the event started on 12 am ! omg I am fuckin nervous. I am not prepared and how am im gonna answered them if they asked where is my gift for the one I should give???

So I asked hubby to accompany me and I am lucky because my partner just asked for stationery. And I am lucky because I have enough money to buy it. And I am lucky also the event started late and lucky also got Daiso store at pavilion that sold so much things. The event budget was 20 ringgit so I planned for Daiso because I can at least buy so much things other than less of it at Popular book store of MPH which is much more high prices.

After I bought it quickly I ran to the office for the event, then yeap the event started by placing all of the gift on the front table. Then the first person will give the gift to their partner, then its like a chain the next person will give it to her partner and so on. And mined is I get a shawl that I requested. Kinda nice the sister put it in such a nice box hehe.

Then we have a lunch with a set of Nandos chicken. So yummy! My fav hahhaa. It was like heyy I was like it this thing a few days  ago. But I cant finished it because it was too big and there is no sauce extra hot peri2 hmmm so sad. Makes me lose my appetite. Then I saw there is so much more Nandos left on the table, so I take one for hubby. Of course when I ate nice food, I will remember him. Plus he is the one who helped me buy the gift just now. And willing accompany me for it.

Then we have department costume event. My department choose for angel and demon character, new business department choose Jersey costume and the soccer character, and the endorsement department choose to use Back To School Theme. Its so amazing moment hahaha. And I feel so childish because I need to buy the fairy wings and the magic wand. Its like wtf, this makes me look so stupid ahhaha! And it looks so small and senget on my head haha.

The most coolest theme is endorsement because all of them wore the school uniform! I respect their unity and their effort to make all of them really2 look like a high schooler hahhaa! Then they also bring props and some wore librarian uniform, some was prefect, their head as teacher hahhaa and the rest as normal student hahah. Its so cute for me. Hahhaa because I know most of them, my sister friend. But hubby don’t have mood to join. Errmm nevermind he might have his own reason maybe. 

Take care sayang.

Love chu sayang! ^_^