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haih lama tak update . anyhow ada atau tidak yang nak follow perkembangan aku ke tak aku tak kisah . im not mind about that . what i mind is i would share what i feel now .

what i feel is mixed feeling :S . yaaa . i cant express what i feel . since i dont have any strong reason why i quit . im so confuse with it . what i know i cant be a cashier anymore . every time im work for it i feel bad and scared . scared of what im not sure . maybe scared of being shot :( . im the highest shortage of February . so dan sad and they were so kejam tampal gambar at the wall . i feel like in cage . all im doing is wrong here and there . they keep marah2 n saing im slow and many else . i know that im new and a bit blur but they just like to membebel and mengeluh je . haih im not sooo into that situation . i cant . i like peace . and i like working quietly and with my own effort .

so biasa la mula2 nak stop tu everyone just mcam tiba2 nak concern sangat lah kan . padahal selama ni macam buat tak nampak je . n then ada jugak lah yang pujuk tak bg aku resign sebab dia kata kerja ni dah sennag just duduk and kira duit je . but i dont think i can because im just waiting for the money and my gaji 100% just depend on my work how i work so that i wont get shot . that is almost make me pressure . tambah2 bila jadi 1st high shortage perghhh malu siot ! siap pampang muka aku dekat notice board lg !
malu beb . kejam gila . tak habis dengan pampang markah teruk aku kat skolah ni keje pun kene gak adoooiii . malang gila aku =__=

so aku pun malas jugak nak layan karenah customer yang bila kata takda diskaun nak jugak tuh ! aku la yang kena buat semula resit tuh dan tanya promoter samada benda tu ada diskaun atau tak . bila aku kata takda kang dia cakap Jusco tipu la ape la . so terpaksa la bagi sebab salah promoter la still pampang harga diskaun tuh . makan gaji buta betul . harga lama pun tak larat nak tanggal . panass je!

asal salah je cashier yang kena sebab ? sebab that is the last part of customer will went through  ....

so now im sooo release of it ... :) haha ahahahhahahahhahahahhahhahaha!!!!! ( big laugh)

gila .....


layann...

7 Februari

hari ni aku jaga bahagian stationary . nak kata ada problem tak lar sangat . sikit je . aku bosan gila harini sebab jaga kaunter sorang2 jer  . haih . dahlah tak berapa ramai sangat pun kat situ . memang bosan lah . tapi senang keje aku hahaha lgpun orang beli koman2 pun pensel kayu 2 batang je . plek aku beli jelah kat kedai runcit uh kan ada . ni susah2 datang jusco beli pensel ekeleee dua batang je beb !

so malam tuh aku bosan sangat , pastu aku cek hp aku sorok2 dalam drawer . mcm ade message aku tekan la button ntuk tengok . tbe2 ada akak casher panggil nama aku . perghhh . terkejut ! . dia tanya aku buata pa tuu? aku jawab xda ape . dia tros rampas hp aku . damn !!! . akiu jerit2 cakap ok kak saya dah tak main dah tadi saya check je . dia tetap rampas .

aku punyalah risau kalau2 dia tak bg balik . aduhhhh wrong time bebeh .akuuu memang risau xleh keje . tambah2 aku tanya blue wave sekor tuh dia kata maybe tak bg balik . perghh memang cuak ! kalau tak dapat balik pitam lah aku . nyawa aku kot hp tuh . :s

so aku kerja je macam biasa . lupakan hal tu . alaaa aku confirm dia bg balik punyalah hahaha . tapi aku tau cter ni mesti dah smpai kat sume orang punyer lah =_=''

ada customer neh masa aku tengah kerja dia tanya "dik boleh guna voucher kan ?" boleh2 . so akak tu pergi lah rembat barang2 kat situ . time dia nak bayar tengok2 dia keluarkan voucher . tpi nak tau tak voucher apa ? VOUCHER BUKU 1 MALAYSIA . hampeh ! aku mati2 ingat voucher jusco !

me : kak nak guna voucher ni ke ?
customer : aah tadi you kata boleh ?
me : ooh saya ingat akak maksudkan voucher jusco . saya rasa voucher ni tak boleh .
customer : ooohh?
me : so akak nak jugak kan barang2 ni ?
customer : kalau mcm tu takpe lah .
me : sekejap saya panggil senior saya
senior cashier : akak nak beli ni guna voucher 1 malaysia eh ? oh tak boleh kak maybe adik ni ingat voucher jusco tadi :)
customer : oh kalau camtu takpe lah .

aku cancel la sume barang tadi . perghhh bengang je . kena buat void aku !!!

ada lg 1 kes .

ada 2 ornag wanita indian datang beli barang . tapi dia ambik2 sume n letak tepi kaunter . then carik2 barang lagi . pastu dah berlambak barang situ baru dia datang bayar .
aku pun scan jelah . scan punya scan aku sebut lah harga . RM96.90 .

then suddenly dia ckp
customer : hah! dah 96 ke ? aiyo !
me : yaaa?
customer : eh bole cancel tak ? i beli untuk company . so tak boleh lebih ni .
me : what ? oooh tapi nanti i kena sign manager la .
customer punya kawan : takkan tak boleh kot ? tempat lain bole je cancel ?
me : urmm wait i call my senior .
customer : okay

lari aku mendapatkan kak astrid .

kak astrid : yess ? u nak cancel which one?
customer : thiss....this....thiss... n thiss...
kak astrid : (tolak2 harga guna klkulator dulu) ... kalau dah tolak sume tggal 80 .
customer : hah ? 80 lg ka ? ermm takpelah2 i amik jelah semua .
kak astrid : amik semua ye ?
customer : yaa2 .. smbil byar RM96.90
kak astrid : okay thanks sorry ye .

then dorang blah ...

aku ? perghh panass je bikin onar kalau ye pun nak beli buat lar calculation dulu or bg la tau aku smpai harga brapa nak stop . ni amik barang tak agak2 . selambak der !!
hampir2 je aku kena void tadi haih ...

so malam tu nak check up closing aku dapat balik fone aku weeee hahahaha . kak qistina bagi balik . hahaha skolah pun tk pnah kena rmpas ni kat keje lak kena hahahaha lawookk... selamat fone aku .. blue waves tuh wat aku panik je !!!

;P

Kejdaian yang tidak dapat dilupakan .

pergh memang ohsem tajuk aku kan mcm karangan spm aritu je . tp memang aku tak lupa ah smpai bebila hahahaha . gelak plak aku padahal serius punya kes nih . aduh aku memang shot agaknye kepala aku ni .
nak jd cter hrini aku jaga bahagian kosmetic . tempat orang beli bra . aku masuk keje pukul 2. so far nye aku keje okay je . smpi la turn aku je keje sorang2 sebab akak partner aku dah habis shift so dia pun balik ah .

keje punya keje smpai ah turn ada 1 customer yang memang membawa pengalaman dlm hidup aku . so family ni beli bra banyak gila smpai 300++ . aku pun scan ah cam biasa . then aku mintak dia duit . mula2 aku kira duit dia bg 402 hinggit . lepas tu aku bg ah baki . then aku kira semula dlm drawer cam 452 plak ! aku pun dah konpius , tbe2 aku rasa customer tu bg lebih . kebetulan dia masih ada kat situ . aku pun cpat2 tanya masa dia lalu

me : kak , akak bg duit brape eh td ? (ayat bodo cashier plak yg tanye = =, ) konpius punye pasal en
customer : entah saya pun x sure lgpun awak yang kira duit tadi .
me : saya rasa akak bagi lebih 50 ni ( smbil mmberikan 50 kepadanya)
customer : oh yeke . nah amik no saya ni kalau awak shot nanti call saya eh .
me : oh okay saya confuse ni lgpun saya baru lg kat sini . maaf ye cik
customer : takpe2

then mereka blah ke tmpat len

aku plak tbe2 was2 . akak seblah aku tanye soalan yg buat aq ag was2

akak sblah : ko ni sure ke dik dia lebih 50 ? 50 tu dik kalau ko shot mati kau
me : sure2 :)
akak sblah : ko betul sure ni dik ?
me : ARGGHH!!! TAK SURE!!!  apa nak buat ni kak???
akak sblah : macm ni lah ko pg panggil supervisor buat spotcheck
me : okay2!!! (berlari cri supervisor aku )

supervisor pun check2 . then dorang kata aku shot 100 lebih . mampos! aku nak pitam bapak banyak !

supervisor : aduh banyak nye kau shot ni dik ! mcm mana neh ?
me : betul ke kak ? eh xkn ah ! saya xsure yg 50 tu je . yang lain semua saya bg betul td . akak salah kira kot
supervisor : betul lah saya kira ni awak shot 100 lebih .
me : alamak banyak uh!
supervisor : (belek2 duit lg skali) eh alamak 10 inggit ada 44 la bukan 43 hehe tak perasan
me : =______='' buaat cuak!!!!!!!!!!!
supervisor : (kira2 balik ) aah dik shot 50 . tulah kau jgn bg lain kali kalau was2 panggil je kitorang cepat2 .
me : aduhhhhhh takpe2 saya call dia cepat . (tros call)

dail ar no dia bg td .

me: assalamualaikum ni cik izan ke?
customer : ye saya .
me : cik saya dah shot 50 lah mintak maaf pasal tadi
customer : oh yeke tapi saya dah agak jauh ni dah menghala ke jalan tun  razak
me : oh yeke takpe cik patah balik lah . emergency ni .( selamba badak aku je = =, )
supervisor : aduh budak ni selamba je dia ckp mcmtu kalau customer ni buat report memang mampos aku
customer : okay2 awak tunggu saya dekat entrrance starbuck nanti saya smpai dlm lg 15 minit .
me : okay2 terima kasih cik .

aku ngan supervisor pg tros ke starbuck lepas dia call bg tau dah smpai . hahaha keje gila btol supervisor kate hahahaa . pastu custome rtu dtg n bg duit 50 tu . aku dok mintk maaf gila2 hahaha .

customer tu kata : eh xpe xde hal lah haha .
supervisor : brtuah punya budak nasib baik la cerdik cari aku kalau x memang masak bayar 50 la kau .
me : hahahahahahhaha !!! ( gelak mcm xde masalah)


= = , yaaa im weird n its very rare to find someone with strange behaviour like me

sumpa aku simpan lg no customer tu . memang baik gler !!! :')

hari ni third day . aku kena park dekat event . at first aku tak tau apa tu event . at last aku baru tau bahasa2 orang jusco guna ni :S . yela aku baru je join mana pandai lg :P . event tu tempat2 perabot n barang2 keperluan rumah dekat tingkat atas . hari ni pun aku jadi packer je . yela aku blum blaja sepenuhnya lagi . masih suam2 kuku lg . n ade je buat salah . hmmm dah la cepat panik haiyooh..

aku partner dengan senior cashier kat izzati .so far okay smpai dia bengang sebab ada customer tu suka2 je nak tukar pasu yang dia beli  . habis kena void lah ! hmm . aku taktau lagi procedure void tu tp memang napak cam rumit je lgpun aku blum blaja lg . cuak gak kalau aq kena apa benda la aku nak buat haih . then belakang aku ada cashier baru jugak ikram nama dia . nama je ikram tp lembut melentik . bila bcakap allah sopan sungguh hahaha . tp dalam sopan ada la laser nye tu . geram je aku :p .

try2 la tekan machine tu n jd cashier then dia ajar n suh aku test . mula2 okey . then next pakcik tu aku lupa bg baki aduhhhh bengong betul . lg 1 ringgit tinggal hahahhaa . aduhh aku panik giler haih . menyampah pun ade huhu sebab muka dia garang yang amat tengok aku :S .

so far seharian aku kat situ takda problem sangat lar lg sebab aku still baru lg and aku belum bukak counter . aku pun blum ada niat lg hahahah . bukan apa tanak amik risiko kot hahaha sebab aku sepanjang hari tengok problem je . benda yang menyenangkan ati pun blum npak lg :P .

aku balik kul 6 sebab harini aku pagi :) weee balik awal . everbody lovesss morning huhu....

:)

At Last Im not a jobless anymore .

okay first of all today aku kena datang mall tempat aq mintak kerja . mall mana secret ;) . well it should be interesting if u dont know about something rite hehe. so aku pg sana and pg dekat tempat menunggu . smalam aku dah exam dah . pergh dia bg 100 math question !  dah la tak bg gune calculator hueeee.... tp nasib baik tolak tambah je hehee . so arini ramai jugak dekat ruang menunggu tu .aku tak kenal lansung dornag sape tp agak2 aku lah mesti nak aplly job gak . muke sume pun ala2 jobless je hahaha including me  . n aku ade perasan mmber skola rendah aku . tapi xde ar nak tegur . segan beb entah2 dia bkn ingat aq pun hahaha . so aku wat dunno je huhu .

a moment later .............. pergh berbulu la menunggu ni memang aku paling tension menunggu ..

then dia bg surat suroh sign . kitorang bertiga pun sign . kemudian kami di suruh mem follow . ceh memfollow musnah bm aku . follow akak tu untuk ambik baju . aku pun ikut je ar . bawah office je . kemudian memfollow lg akak tersebut ke belakang . upenye dia nak gosok dulu bju tu b4 kasi kitorang pakai . huhu thanks kak walaupun muka akak serius tp hati baik kak :D . then dia suh salin baju tu . aikk ? tekejut alu ingatkan esok bru keje hehe . aku pun ikut jela takkan nak mmbantah kot . keje pun lom lg xkn nk mmbangkang hahaha . then aku tukar .

tengok cermin . DAMMMNNN!!!!!! LAWAKNYE hhahahaha sumpa aku xpna pkai tudung indon ni hahahaha . aduh xde tdung bawal ke ?? lawaknye  . mmpos ah ...

pastu akak tu parking kitorang dekat cashier baju kanak2 . For information aku mintak keje jadi cahsier k hahaha . so untuk 1st day aku jd packer je . which mean tolong masuk barang dlm plastic je dulu . n sementara tu kena usha2 akak2 tu kerja . n camana dorang guna machine tu :D .

so hari ni everything goes well . n mana2 aku pg je orang kata  "ANAK OPAH!!!" =__="
because my mom group leader kat situ so tak pasal2 aku digelar "anak opah" =__=''
agaknya muka aku dengan mak seiras sangat smpai takpayah tanya pun dornag dha boleh agak aku ni anak sape . perghhh mak aku famous gila sebut je 1 mall tau :o

Learn of basic experience .

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to someone special in my life . who is it? just 2 guesses wheter my mum or my cik abang ? of coz cik abang :) . mom birthday 27 August . Lambatttt lagilaaa... hahaha .

it is horrible and upset me because i cant gave him any present since im still "kering". not just badan aku je yang kering . pocket pun dah zero . hahaha damn sorry . wonder why his birthday were sooo early . tak sempat aku carik kerja lg nikan pulak nak rasa gaji memang tak ah :'( . so i have to postponed my present and he said "it's okay . mempunyai seseorang mcm awak merupakan suatu hadiah buat saya" ............pengsan ..guess what? GOSH!! DAMN SWWEEET DOH!!!!! hahaha . lucky kawan2 aku tak baca . kalau x , memang kena gelak je la aku yang gangster ni dah jiwang level maximum hahahha . but apa2 pun aku akan bg gift jugak nnti . just wait okay hehee . hipotesis : the more the money the nicer the gift . muahahah , lama tak buat hipotesis kan ? 

this is for u .

For ur birthday . happy birthday 18th :)

mungkin aku tak dapat bg dia sesuatu yang real . but this is what i can do . it is something that im good at . Designing . and im using my own skills to giving you something sincerely that showing it is really2 from me . and im express it in this card . maybe there are some mistake here and there . but everything are not perfect . just like u and me . but we could always improve it and improve ourself to become someone that can bee seen as ''perfect'' .  as long as im still breathing im always here beside u and supporting u in whatever u do . im here as friend n someone who love , laugh , and accompany you . :) 

Anyhow , Imman Hfiz is just like the sunflower painting by Vincent Van Gogh . If the painting be seen once , people will just realize that "it just an ordinary sunflower painting . what is so special about it? " and maybe some will say " it just a stupid painting that been drawn by someone that lonely " but , if we seen the painting closely and try to understand the painting we will see a beautiful yellow spectrum that been used . and just by touching the surface we can feel and understand the floe of colours on the painting .

Only by understand the painting deeply we will just aware that there is a story about the painting , and we will just realize that its not all the flower that blooming and some are not , and some are wilt . it just like telling  us the beginning and the ending just from a sunflower painting in a vase .

Imman Hafiz is all of above . During when we are still a besties , for me  , he is only a guy that only know how to laugh , smile and play around  . But in the way of friendship i didnt know that he is someone unique , responsible person , loving , poetic , happy , love challenge , always try to discover and very sweet one :)

He is not just listening , understand , but feel . And im very happy and feel comfortable to be with him . Only when im with him i want this world to stop for a while so that im having a long time to enjoy looking his face and his smile :) 


It is enough with having people that we love that treat us like we are the perfect one :)

Vincent Van Gogh 

Happy Born day Mr Darcy ;) Elizabeth Bannet will always here :)

Just what i feel

seriously when u got nothing to do .. u are very near to the one u love n u remember them more than u could expect .. and sometimes i happen non stop . u couldn't stop thingking of them .. its hard to stop it .

i dont know what is happening to me .. all day in the midnight i always cried alone thingking of him . i no he is very tired and he need a tight sleep for tomorrow . i didnt stop him cause i understand him so much . he is a working person . but actually maybe i cant get use to it . maybe dulu2 dia selalu tunggu aku tido dulu and then baru dia tido . dia cerita soo many interesting things till i sleep . and pg2 he will wake up early and wait me get up . it is a wonderfull moment . :) and it still wonderfull to be with him . however it is , it is always bring out happiness .

it just me have to control myself . i have to understand that his life is not just for me . he also have many things to do on his life . i have to learn to accept the faith . im not a school student anymore that just have to think about study and having fun . i have to think of my future . n i know he is thinking further than me . and i? im still like this . berangan2 n terapung2 tanpa tujuan . i have to learn to become a grown up person and wake up from my dream .

i no what i have to do . but , it just i cant fight my own feelings . im too alone when he is not around . befor this 24 houes my time is just to spend with him . laugh and shared everything . he is my life . i cant loses him for only 1 minute .

he's my first one that i cant let go and cant forget forever . i need him so much ...

wake up .. dont be so weak ..

have to start working as soon as possible ..