Nothing special on this date. And nothing perfect and
nothing I expect to happen on this date. Its just an anniversary of my birthday.
I didn’t feel anything somehow, plus something bad also happen last night. We are in the moment of argument.
He suddenly came by and wanna give me a present at the moment we are in a
fight. I came down and he was there. I feel quite happy saw he was there but im
also crying at the same time. Idk what he was doing. I was crying because fight
with him and then he came by and it was midnight. Give me a present and then he
just wanna go just because he wanna give the car he borrow to his friend back.
Idk if im the one who wrong because I push him and I said if
u wanna go back then go. Why did u came here. He came but I didn’t see his
sincerity at all. When I look at him that time. I didn’t feel the love anymore
inside him. The way he look at me wasn’t the same anymore like how he used to
look at me the moment he look at me 4
years ago. I was sad. He really2 like came over just because he wanna give me
that things just because its my birthday and he at least have to do something..
He also said he don’t want to couple anymore.. and he keep
saying word like I don’t have any hope to be here anymore… I keep apologizing
and idk what gonna change if even I apologize 1000 times…
But..
Happy birthday Maziah.. ure 22…
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