An unvaluable week ?

It just this week is full of everything. I just can’t catch everything up . but , what should I do . it’s the life that I have to going through. Semalam buat assignment c++ . dahla aku tak paham subjek tuh . lecture dah ajar sampai mana pun aku tak tahu lah . dalam class aku main game je . bahahah . time dia dah bg assignment aku dah merangkak2 nak buat hahahah . so kena ah refer kat yang pro . ==’’ . kalau tak , aku sendri pun tak boleh buat . aku sendri pun refer kat internet je . selalunya buat coding masa semester lepas tkyah pun sampai refer website . semua bole buat sendiri je . tapi sem ni . aku tak paham apa2 ah lecture ajar . buat2 paham ada ah .

Well , im just being sad the other day . I just don’t know why . maybe aku terasa dia kata aku cam buang duit . But what should I do if that is the only thing that I could do . I always remember of him . especially if I’ve seen there’s any sales . waaarggghhh!!! I just cant control myself when I see the sales !! . I always wanted to buy something for hiimmmmm .. urghhh not for me , just for him . that’s me . an uncontrolled me ==’’ . im sorry if I been too much . I am ? am I too much ? I just feel happy giving someone something . maybe seeing their face getting something with such happy face makes me feel so great and enjoy? Bhahahahah .

Urm.. btw , the other day im just bought something for him ( I wish to told here, butt I know he would read this hahhah ) so it would be secret . im posting to his matriks just to make him feel happy . because he seems to stress with the UPS . hurrrggghh “BAD MOOD” almost all he time . I can see the changing in him L . so when Im accompany my sister to bought a present for her husband birthday . I saw something look very uncommon and nice . heee , opppsss not that much  or the secret wil be revealed huhuuhu >_<

And also im just bought a present for Pia’s birthday . im sorry pia, for my late gift. Huhu :P . I bought a milk teddy purse, which is very cuteeeeeee >_< and I put in a velvet box, with white ribbon . inside the box, I put also a cute small teddy with purple ballet skirt which I told her that she should remind me if she think of purple hahaha . because I am a purple girl which always been called by everyone hahaha :P so I drop off the box on her table when she is out for dinner at the café  haahah . then after she get back, she was surprisingly saw something on her table . Uh ! btw, I also give a card . a birthday card with suitable word infront “Sorry To Have Missed Your Birthday” hahaha . suite the time huh ?

But, im cried very bad the other day . regretting my mistake  . im too happy giving everything to everyonr but im forget about myself and how they will react with me later ? do they appreciate what I’ve done ? yaah , but actually if we are doing something sincerely , we should not care about the risk we have to face in the future . I’ve read a word which say “alangkah bahagia nya hidup saya kalau selama ni saya hidup saya dapat menggembirakan orang lain selain mengumpul harta untuk masa depan semata-mata” 

it so it soooo :D