April

Sedar tak sedar je dah masuk April . hmmm and u know what ? im still jobless person . =_____= '' well maybe nak jd jobless sebab dah malas nak kerja agaknya . biasak ah kalau umur masih muda macam ni and tak perlu fikir psal duit sebab semua nya family dok tanggung memang payah lah nak ada kekuatan untuk mencari wang tu . tak gitu ? and disebabkan faktor bahawa nanti akan ke universiti ada jugak perasaan nak lek2 dulu before memerah otak selama bertahun tahun nanti : ) anyhow dah cuti beberapa minggu keluar lah perassan normal sebagai manusia iaitu "boring dan cepat berasa bosan "

so , i was looking forward for new job but aku ni pun memilih jugak . so lambat sikit la :P . hmm about my "perkembangan " konon nye lah kan . dah isi upu and ambil course Seni Reka n Seni Lukis . haarap2 lepas interview dia nanti . hurmm.. aminnn~~ . memang cuak sebab kalau tak dapat memang sedih sebab tu course yang aku minat n aku harap walaupun aku tak ambik matapelajaran seni dalam spm aku dapat join . coz im sooo into graphic . n i hope if i didnt get the job the give me other choice . n i hope diorang tak sumbat aku mcmtu je kat course2 lain . lau x mati ah hahahaa.

but sometimes doesnt mean that what we love we cant do it . but sometimes it's because that is the only choice we have n we have to struggle for it and there is no other way out . so i think i just take what ever happen after this and just open my mind to explore new things . it just i didnt want to take a risk of studying bio,chem, and physic anymore . itss though man ! my brain is just like having stroke !!! warghhh . and when im face to my drawing my mind is so calm and the problem in mind recreating something new to be drawn on paper .

sooo memandangkan keluar keputusan permohonan UPU pun awal bulan Mei i think i sholud looking for a work now since PC FAIR is getting near and wish to buy "something" hehehe .

Lets looking for a job now .... wish im get it :o