The end of 2015

In a blink of eyes and in a click of mouse, I am in the end of the 2015. I am absolutely not sure its true or not but I have to believe it because I’ve just pinched my hand and it was hurt. Hurggghhh I am tired. Too much ot this month, and I was lack of sleep. My eyes feel burn.  My head hurts, I never stop take my pills everyday that’s why I can still continue everything. And today 31/12/15 I was being forced to stay up till 11 or what idk it was so fuck up. How come I have to back like that hour?? I was taking LRT. Why they never understand it ??

Then I was like fed up, they think I was a robot or what?? Or they gonna send me up if there were no transport to send me ? how stupid lahh all of them. Even closing they should think about stuff not just think about work. I am not 100% live for work. I have other things to do.

Lucky hubby willing to accompany me, dia lagi lahh jauh rawang kot nak sampai rumah pukul berapa plak kan. Then on the way back KLCC dah pack and entrance tutup jalan sana sini sebab they all ada event and concert at the front of KLCC. I was like so frightened. I never feel so much into that so many crowds like that. And there were so many people at KLCC waiting for the fireworks and to countdown till New Year.

I tought we are not gonna make it to go back home because we thought the LRT already closed buy hubby pulled my hand and he pulled me in the pack of people to get onto the KLCC tunnel that connected with LRT. Which is the shortcut without enter the KLCC. I am so lucky the gate is still open. If not idk where I should go T_T

Ini semua sebab CLAIMSSSS!!! Grrrrrr !!!

Im so in mad.. they are crazy with work.. forget about staff security and safety. Bullshit.

PRUBSN 400 Million celebration

This is not the final event. At this time I was quite tired for so much event, I know it was happy thing and it was good but I feel its kinda disturb my attention to finish my work and my job. I hate to be in the situation of enjoy while my work is unfinished yet. It will create such kind of thinking in mind.

As usual held up event at the pantry because there is a lot of people from level 1 and 18 so it have to be held at level 1 pantry that large than others. I just seeing the event from far. So the head and the bos are celebrating the PRUBSN 400 Million target which is they never tought gonna reach. I was like blablabla. U just don’t know how struggle we have to handle those client cases and u just here celebrating…

I tought if they got 400 million target cant they just put into our account a bit? Yeaaa a bit not that much hahha! Wow how amazing if I have 400 million in my account. Im gonna just shopping every seconds hahahhaah! Too much dream huh ==” even im here just as contract staff. Yeahh I am dreaming while watching the event.

I just take some food and eat at Mala place. Then I go back with my work. Not really in mood maybe, plus I feel like I was lonely in the department. And the money of the prudential achieve doesn’t affect my account as well.This is not the final event. At this time I was quite tired for so much event, I know it was happy thing and it was good but I feel its kinda disturb my attention to finish my work and my job. I hate to be in the situation of enjoy while my work is unfinished yet. It will create such kind of thinking in mind.

As usual held up event at the pantry because there is a lot of people from level 1 and 18 so it have to be held at level 1 pantry that large than others. I just seeing the event from far. So the head and the bos are celebrating the PRUBSN 400 Million target which is they never tought gonna reach. I was like blablabla. U just don’t know how struggle we have to handle those client cases and u just here celebrating…

I tought if they got 400 million target cant they just put into our account a bit? Yeaaa a bit not that much hahha! Wow how amazing if I have 400 million in my account. Im gonna just shopping every seconds hahahhaah! Too much dream huh ==” even im here just as contract staff. Yeahh I am dreaming while watching the event.

I just take some food and eat at Mala place. Then I go back with my work. Not really in mood maybe, plus I feel like I was lonely in the department. And the money of the prudential achieve doesn’t affect my account as well.

Exchange gift day

And this day is the most happier for me ! its because I love it,I love this moment when we have exchange gift day hehehe! But its kinda spoil for me.

Why? Because I love this event but I was mistaken about the date, I thought it was on Wednesday but It was on Today!!! And I was panicked so muchhhhh and I was like idk what to do but I think of an idea, I have to run to pavilion as soon as possible before the event started on 12 am ! omg I am fuckin nervous. I am not prepared and how am im gonna answered them if they asked where is my gift for the one I should give???

So I asked hubby to accompany me and I am lucky because my partner just asked for stationery. And I am lucky because I have enough money to buy it. And I am lucky also the event started late and lucky also got Daiso store at pavilion that sold so much things. The event budget was 20 ringgit so I planned for Daiso because I can at least buy so much things other than less of it at Popular book store of MPH which is much more high prices.

After I bought it quickly I ran to the office for the event, then yeap the event started by placing all of the gift on the front table. Then the first person will give the gift to their partner, then its like a chain the next person will give it to her partner and so on. And mined is I get a shawl that I requested. Kinda nice the sister put it in such a nice box hehe.

Then we have a lunch with a set of Nandos chicken. So yummy! My fav hahhaa. It was like heyy I was like it this thing a few days  ago. But I cant finished it because it was too big and there is no sauce extra hot peri2 hmmm so sad. Makes me lose my appetite. Then I saw there is so much more Nandos left on the table, so I take one for hubby. Of course when I ate nice food, I will remember him. Plus he is the one who helped me buy the gift just now. And willing accompany me for it.

Then we have department costume event. My department choose for angel and demon character, new business department choose Jersey costume and the soccer character, and the endorsement department choose to use Back To School Theme. Its so amazing moment hahaha. And I feel so childish because I need to buy the fairy wings and the magic wand. Its like wtf, this makes me look so stupid ahhaha! And it looks so small and senget on my head haha.

The most coolest theme is endorsement because all of them wore the school uniform! I respect their unity and their effort to make all of them really2 look like a high schooler hahhaa! Then they also bring props and some wore librarian uniform, some was prefect, their head as teacher hahhaa and the rest as normal student hahah. Its so cute for me. Hahhaa because I know most of them, my sister friend. But hubby don’t have mood to join. Errmm nevermind he might have his own reason maybe. 

Take care sayang.

Love chu sayang! ^_^

Overtime!

Today we back home late because hubby have an overtime. Blerghh semua orang dah balik. Just he left to finish all those stuff of his job. Yeahh quite hardworking huh? And I snapped his photo while he was workin hahahaa. Its like 12 am because no one was there. Kinda cool picture hahahaha. But actually not too late punnn. I think it was 8.30 just now he was staying back. Urmm but I cant post his photo here hehe. Its my privacy hehhe. Quite happy he was always infront of me and by my side although we go through so much happy and pain. But somehow I would still look for him, and her would still look for me.

But yeah sometimes being closed is like create a heart distance, while a reality distance create a heart closer. Idk why it happen that way, maybe Allah prefer a couple to be apart and just prepare for the wedding and being halal in a good way other than being closer and create anything not right maybe.  Hurmmm its just what I think. But Allah knows better ^_^

Again. Its December.

Last of my post was on October. Which is 30 October. And now it was December. Its superb fast huh? and yeahhh soon we were leaving this 2015. A 'Back To the Future ' year. Yet nothing happen like in the movie. Which there is a lot of flying things such as flying cars or flying skateboards. Butt thers is a thing that keep flowing and flying unstoppable. Which is moneyyy.. Hail yeahh.

This year is the hardest year I ever experienced since that I work through the year. Yeaaaa I am working through this year and so much company with so much attitudes and I experienced the upside down of currency. But it keep goin up so far.

So.. the reason I wasnt here from the last October is because I was damn busy with my job at Prudential. As a claim register person. Which worked 24hrs from morning till night. Almost 24 hours. I even didnt get enough rest for this month. Because its a closing month. Have to finished everything before the New Year started. So all the cases that get into my worklist I had to finished it every single day and I keep overtime everyday to make sure I can make it. And I still cant so I always just could stayback at 8 so far. Because at 9 my head gonna be so dizzy as hell.

But I was lucky to have someone around. Heyy I forgot to add up here that he was joining Prudential too now. I hope he will stay longer with me cause I was happy he was here. I got partner to lunch with. I got someone to laugh loudly and spoke with about so many things and I have a person who can handle my stress when I was really2 stressful with my job. At the same time I would him him too if he was in trouble or in a bad mood.

We used to be a collague mate and now we were a workmate. How lovelyyy is it. Allah make us getting near. Emm must be something good hidden with it. I was saving my money from now to prepared for our wedding later. Who knows I need more money to buy so much thing later huhu.

So far I feel complete and perfect since he was here besides me again. I have someone so close to me and I can talk to everyday. Yeahh I talk a lot to him. Sometimes we argue but I never intend to leave him at all because of his kindness and how he cared about me. Like so much cared and always so much worried.

May Allah make our relationship gets stronger everyday and till Jannah InshaAllah.
May also Allah grant us with rezeki and a strong job so that we can save money and get married and be happy. Aminn....

Ice Cream day !

It was an Ice cream day at Prudential BSN Takaful. Such a happy day but err I don’t really eat ice cream. I was quite shock why there is so much events during the end of year, and then I asked my sister who have enough experience bout it and no such doubt with her answer. And she said it was normal. Every end of year Prudential will create such activity and program for the workers so that all of them feel appreciated and less stress in managing such thousands of cases every end of year.

I admit that this month of 12 is the month is the most hectic for me because I feel so much tired finished all those cases. And I always have to stay back and overtime. Yeah I can calculate that my ot this month gonna be turn out so rainbow color hehhehe.

So as usual we need to went to the pantry for the food. So its okay for me to line us for an ice cream because its so much quick and no need to line up that long. But I know I cant finished my ice cream since they give so many hahaa. But then I called hubby to finished it hahhaa! You know. Cold and me is not a good combination. Hahahha! 

Mr Bean Day

Today at my office Prudential BSN Takaful, something just happen that I was not expected at all. Which is all of us being forced to watched Mr Bean! Hahahha sounds crazy but that was the truth!! We being forced by the bos and all of head department to stop working and focused on the tv. Its quite awesome for me hahaha! Then they give us snacks to eat while watching the Mr Bean.

It was a good environment to helps cure the stress inside all the workers. Its true but omggg my task list is so much moreeee and I was like sneaking doing it hahhaa. Why? Because I need to finished it on time. If not I might need to be overtime and back home late. Yeahh I love money, overtime money but I hate back home late and hubby department not really needed to stay up late too long like my claims department. So I quite feel so guilty makes him waited for me all day long. And I know even if I asked him to go back he won’t because he worried of me. 

Plus that ogre also keep want me to stay always become an oil that keep thrown into the fire. She likes to makes my job hardly finish, always wanna find so much work for us, always treat me and Syazwan like a kid who don’t know anything. But can treat Shahreen like an angel. Fuck u ogre! Rot in hell  t(=,=t”)  

Getting stress by just looking at her face, like full of revenge. And hatred. Urghh! And she hated to smile, hated to be kind, idk what kind of person she is. Pretending she was so long at that department and act like she was really good. Ohh yeahh talking about that ogre I wont finished it until year 2300. Bye2.