Movie Time !! "Interstellar"

Akay this is an excited post hahahah. Not because I'm that excited because I'm just watch a movie, but i love the movie hahaha. Last night i watched the Intestellar movie with my husband. Opps hehehe not my husband but upcoming husband. Ngehehe gataii pulok tiba2. 

So, our movie starts at 8. We watched at KLCC. At the beginning of the movie we just like keep wondering what the movie was about. But them slowly we have to focus ourself, because we need to focus on the movie to understand it. But the movie do takes times because we need a longer period to realise what is the movie is all about. And my honey keep asking me "what is this movie is about ?? is it a ghost story ?? " hahahah and i keep reply "how should i know im also haven't watch it yet" hahaha. Its like funny seeing him that way. Like blur and thinking at the same time. 

Then we just go through the movie, after it reached the scene that the dust like flowing over the town and makes like a disaster and everyone can't breathe makes us more wondering what the movie was about.

The movie is about a former NASA pilot Cooper (Matthew McConaughey) runs a farm with his father-in-law (John Lithgow), his teenage son Tom, and his 10-year-old daughter Murphy (Mackenzie Foy). Murphy believes her room is haunted by a ghost trying to communicate with her. She and Cooper discover the "ghost" is an unknown intelligence sending coded messages using gravitational waves, leaving binary coordinates in the dust that direct them to a secret NASA installation led by Professor John Brand (Michael Caine). Brand reveals that a wormhole near Saturn, apparently created by an alien intelligence, offers a chance for humanity's survival on a new planet. Using it, NASA's "Lazarus missions", a series of twelve one way trips by single astronauts to evaluate each potentially habitable planet, have identified three potentially habitable planets orbiting the black hole Gargantua: Miller, Edmunds, and Mann, named after the astronauts who surveyed them. Brand recruits Cooper to pilot the spacecraft Endurance to recover the astronauts' data; if one of the planets is habitable, humanity will follow on space stations. Cooper's decision to leave devastates Murphy, and they part on bad terms.

On Endurance, Cooper joins Brand's daughter, biologist Amelia Brand (Anne Hathaway); physicist Romilly (David Gyasi); geographer Doyle (Wes Bentley); and robots TARS (voiced by Bill Irwin) and CASE (voiced by Josh Stewart). They enter the wormhole and head to Miller, but discover the planet is so close to Gargantua that it experiences severe gravitational time dilation: each hour on the surface is seven years on Earth. They descend to the planet, which proves inhospitable as it is covered by a shallow ocean roiled by enormous tidal waves. As Amelia attempts to recover Miller's data, a wave hits, killing Doyle and delaying the shuttle's departure. When Cooper and Amelia return to Endurance, 23 years have passed. On the Endurance, Cooper sees his son, Tom, grow up to an adult through videos transmitted to him.

On Earth, the adult Murphy (Jessica Chastain) is now a NASA scientist assisting Brand with the equation that will enable NASA to launch its massive space stations via gravity. On his deathbed, Brand admits he already solved the problem and determined the project is impossible; he covered up his conclusion and put his faith in a "Plan B": using fertilized embryos to start humanity anew. However, Murphy concludes that Brand's equation could work with additional data from a black hole's singularity.

Low on fuel, Endurance can only visit one more planet before returning to Earth. Amelia believes Edmunds' planet has the more promising data, but Cooper and Romilly favor Mann's planet, as Mann (Matt Damon) is still transmitting. Cooper accuses Amelia of letting her emotional attachment to Edmunds cloud her judgment, while Amelia argues they could explore both planets if Cooper would give up on returning to Earth. The team votes for Mann's planet, but upon arrival they find it to be icy and inhospitable, with Mann himself now the lone survivor. Mann reveals that he knew Plan B was the mission's goal all along, and faked data about his planet's viability so Endurance would rescue him. Mann breaks Cooper's spacesuit visor and leaves him to die; Romilly dies when he triggers a bomb Mann set to protect his secret. Mann flees to Endurance on a shuttle, intending to proceed with Plan B on Edmunds's world. Amelia rescues Cooper on the other shuttle and they arrive at Endurance in time to witness Mann dock improperly. The airlock depressurizes and explodes, killing Mann and causing serious damage, but Cooper uses the shuttle to get Endurance under control.

Nearly out of fuel, Cooper and Amelia plan to slingshot Endurance around Gargantua on a course toward Edmunds. TARS and Cooper detach into the black hole, hoping to collect data on the singularity and propel Amelia out of the black hole's gravity well, Cooper reciting Newton's laws of motion to justify his actions. They emerge in an extra-dimensional "tesseract" constructed for him by the alien intelligence where time appears as a spatial dimension and portals thay lead to Murphy's childhood bedroom at various times. Cooper remembers how Amelia described love transcending time and space and realizes that the tesseract is an extra dimensional space created by his love for Murphy, through which he sees every single moment ever taken in her bedroom. He then realizes that he is the "ghost" from her childhood and the alien intelligence is humanity in the far distant future. Using gravitational waves, he transmits TARS's data on the singularity to the adult Murphy through Morse code represented in the ticking of the second hand in her watch, allowing her to solve Brand's equation and evacuate Earth. Years later, Cooper awakens aboard a NASA space station on Saturn and reunites with the now elderly Murphy, who has led humanity's exodus. On Murphy's advice, Cooper and TARS leave to search for Amelia, who has reached Edmunds's planet and found it habitable.

Book Identity.

As i was working here day by day, there is so many things that i learned well here.
And i can do well in designing. but somehow there is some part that i cant learned yet.
because i don't have time to explore the new things. this week, i be alone for 2 days without kak Fathiah. Because she takes  a leave for her wedding.

i feel a bit nervous because i have to handle the phone call from clients and i don't have the listed of appointment with me plus i don't even know who is calling and what is they are dealing for. and this is the interview week. so many comes for the interviews and i was panicked because they came early, and boss haven't arrived the office yet. so i have to asked them to fill the form and waited for the boss. need to inform the boss that they just arrived early.

phew, lucky i was there at least. if not who gonna handled it.
and i cant continue kak Fathiah job about the invoices and the other job listed she haven't finished yet cause i'm not done yet with my Identity design.

The thing that i was doing is actually an identity book which is every company have it. to keep a copy of company details regarding the logo and the design of the company identity. for me its not hard to finished the book because ive done the one hundred page something for the MASUM sports book and i think this book is really okay. but the problem is the concept, I have to create a new design for the book.

And the hardest part was it was in corporate versions. And corporate version need a lot of ideas because we have to keep it simple, modern, and clear. Clear which all the people from any ages can read and understand it clearly. Like using the font that easily to understand such as Arial, Times News Roman, Helvetica, Verdana, or a little catchy like Trebuchet.

And the color should not too much and not too variety, just 2 or at least 3. and always keep the pages simple and smart. and let the people can stay focus on the words, the title and the information of the book. Usually a corporate book didn't put too much design and they just add a design like a polygon shape or a simple shape at any clear side of the pages. Sometimes they always put it as colorless and less opacity to makes the design faded behind the font.

so far i already design the book, but i need to have the responses from my boss, to ensure either my design suits well with the company concept or not. And i dont have the information to add inside the book, So that is my job for this week hehe.

And, my eyes is like getting blur. and the power of my eyes increased. i need spec later and i will. blerghhh.....

watch event setup

Harini aku tengok launching untuk Baja Bulk Blend yg boss dok sebut hari2 kat office tu. aku mula2 xdelaa phm sgt pasal ni. tp bila dtg and tengok cara diorang setup tu baru fhm. agak susahla jgk nk hias pentas yg besar tu semua. lpastu design semua nak design diorang je. for sure la penat nak ikut cakap diorang tapi kena laaa conern about customer an.

aku tengok launching setup ni dekat Palace of Golden Horses. Menarik kan? boleh buat rancangan nona tau hahaha. takde kene mengena lansung hehe. sebenarnya launching ni bertujuan utuk memperkenalkan dekat semua roang tentang baja yang felcra baru keluarkan untuk menyuburkan tanaman kelapa sawit. yelaaa Felcra ni kan untuk kelapa sawit. so nak promote baja bagi menambah hasil dia laaa.

keje aku xda pun aku lepak2 je kat sini tengok diorang setup event. ni semua kerja crew2 je. aku pun practikal. aku dduk office je kerja. turun sini sebab diorang ajak. lagipun aku boleh experience benda2 ni and sekaligus aku bleh tambah untuk aku punya prsesentation nanti.

cakap pasal kelapa sawit aku xpernah ambik tahu pun pasal benda2 ni smeua sedangkan mak aku sendiri ada tanah kelapa sawit sampai 4ekar kat kampung tu. punya la besar. agak2 mak aku guna tak baja2 ni semua hahaha. errmm mesti ah guna. tapi siapa yang usahakan aku pun xtau. tak silap aku makcik aku tolong sebab dia punya kelapa sawit pun dekat2 dengan situ jugak and dia duduk kat ipoh jugak so kena mintak tolong dia jagakan ladang tu. My mom pun dduk kat kl kan so lagu mana dia nak collect and pantau ladang tu hahaa...

So,dah petang tu kitorang balik laaa office sebab dah xda apa dah nak buat kat sini. so kitorang chow sin chee laa hahaha.

Boleh salah pulakk?

Hahaha nak gelak pun ada.
Harini aku dah penat2 buat berapa banyak pages untuk buku MASUM, and aku dah submit kat boss and aku dah proceed dah pun dengan permainan2 which is badminton n benda2 lain.

Tiba2 aku baru realise layout belakang tu aku tersilap. Adehhh. Dahla boss nak harini. Aku boleh lupa nak tukar background belakang tu. Bukannya apa. Aku dok copy paste je template tu. Sampai aku xperasan yang aku copy layout belah kanan je banyak.

Nasib baik xsiap satu buku lagi. Kalau satu buku dah siap bayangkan laaa. Adehh xke penat aku nak kena buat semula.

Nama pun buku kan. So faham2 jela kalau salah satu page. Kena buat the whole page semula. Then jam pulak dah pukul 6.29. Mcmana aku nak siapkan. Sayang aku dah tunggu dah tunggu kat bawah. Takkan nak biar dia tunggu lama camtu kan.

Nasib baik dia cakap aku boleh balik dulu. Fuhhhh ! Nyaris2. Aku ingat aku kena stay laaa tadi. Huwaaaa. Xnak ooo stay. Penat. Sakit dah pinggang. Adehhh. Aku kena lebih peka. Tu pun sbb buat bnda tu susah sgt. Aku pun dah focus sgt smpai xlarat daa nak buat next page.

Dah 2 minggu pun

sedar tak sedar dah masuk 2 minggu aku keje kat ADZ Design ni.
even xbanyak kerja sangat, tetap dikira kerja kan.
Besides aku dibayar gaji nanti.
Bezanya cuma gaji aku rendah dari orang lain.
Biasalah bayaran budak practikal.
Rm400 jerrr. errr rendah an
agaklaaa. rendah gila..

Tapi ni memang laa bayaran biasa untuk budak praktikal.
Budak praktikal ni tempat dia macam macai je sebenarnya sebab diorang xdibayar sangat.
hehe tapi aku bertuah la sebab at least diorang nak jugak bayar aku 400.
member2 aku yang kerja dengan utmspace tu smua kerja free je kot.
siapa nak keje free.
nasib baik aku jumpa yang tak free.
at least xde la aku ni pokai hari2 nak kena mintak duit kat mak aku.
kalau aku xda gaji atau loan baik aku pi blajaq jaaa sebab xdak duit.

Kat sini yang aku dah blaja and faham diorang ada buat events, buat printing semua, design, macam2 ar diorang buat.
masa mula2 aku blur2 asal smua kat dalam ni mesra sangat.
rupanya semua family. adik beradik anak bapak semua.
hehehe dah berapa hari baru aku faham sebab staff citer hehe...

so far diorang baik gila seriously aku okay practikal kat sini.
better kot aku kerja dari aku lepak dalam lecturing class hahaha.
yelaa aku memang meleleh airliur tidur dalam kelas dlu sebb bosan tengok lecturer yang bosan tu semua.
tapi yang tak best pasal kerja ni gaji sikit laa.
gaji macam apa 400 je hahaha
sabar2.. 6 bulan je maz hahaha

Im just feel down

Aku cuma rasa agak down sikit bila tau pointer aku. Pointer keluar pagi tadi. And result aku cuma naik sikit je. Aku memang xboleh naik lebih. Aku punya tahap memang takat tu je untuk kelima2 sem ni. Cuma ada satu semester je yang aku boleh naik lebih. Aku sebenarnya xboleh nak blaja kat sana. Aku pun xtau kenapa. Aku xboleh focus dalam kelas apa semua. Ada je masalah aku.

Sometimes aku xhappy lansung blaja kat situ. Semester pertama pun pointer aku biasa2 je. Aku xtau apa yang kurang. Aku dah cuba yang terbaik. Tapi bila bab and bidang yang aku minat, aku dapat buat dengan sebaiknya. Which is graphic. Aku suka sangat dengan graphic. Sejak aku kecik lagi aku dah explore Cs3.

And dalam bab coding dengan software aku memang xboleh. Aku cuma boleh berimaginasi. Aku xboleh create data. Mind aku block kalau bab tu. I have problem with that.

And today i was like down sebab dalam group whatsapp like borak2 each other about their high pointer. And lecturer inside the group too. And dia keep mention nama semua orang yang gained high pointer. And yang dean list. I feel so down and sad.. as a lecturer he just should said it to them. No need to tell everyone in the group. Didnt he understand the feeling of others that get lower than them. I didnt mean to say its wrong. But put ur place at them. What do they will feel?

I have so much trouble at UTM.
Its not a placed i should belong.
Im not happy to be there.

But there is just one happiness that i get.
Which is him.
That lead me to be someone.
Take out my actual appearance.
Which i think i may get more worst.

Allah may sent him to me.
To help me.
And he did help me a lot.
I am different from other people.

Dengan aku yang sakit mcmni.
Lpastu kerap nangis.
Aku xtau apa masalah aku dulu.
Aku nangis kerap gila.
Roomate aku pun lari.
Nasib je aku xgila.
Aku dah putus asa dah dengan hidup.

Ada kawan pun waktu tu berkira dengan aku.
Cuma pura2 depan aku.
Tapi ada kat tempat lain.
Bila suka atau seronok.
Xnak ajak aku.
Nasib aku memang mcmni.

Sampai dia datang dlm hidup aku.
Aku xtau kenapa orang mcm aku pun dia boleh terima.
Yang aku rasa xda harapan lansung.
Untuk jadikan apa2 dalam hidup dia.
Aku xtau knapa dia xprnah bosan..
Aku xpernah expect dia soulmate aku.
Tapi aku selalu tertanya2 pasal dia.

Sampai aku ambik keputusan nak tinggalkan semua yang aku ada.
Dan focus kat dia sorang sebab aku xpercaya sesiapa dah kat sana.
Semua ambik kesempatan je atas aku.
Sebab aku slow..
Sebab aku cepat simpati.
Aku selalu tolong immediately.
Aku selalu nak tengok diorang happy.
Sampai aku sendiri tercampak jauh
And xda sesiapa yang kesahkan aku.

Aku pulak lain dari yang lain.
Introvert.
Suka menyendiri.
Bukan aku anti sosial.
Tapi aku xrasa orang tu sesuai dengan aku.
Dan kdg2 aku malas nak bercakap.
Sebab topic yang diborakkan aku selalu xinterested.
Kadang2 aku terlalu extremist.
Fikir luar jangkaan.
Aku suka borak benda yang luar jangkaan.

Entahla. Aku manusia.
Memang cuma manusia.

That's all

the moment when im pointing my finger scrolling the phone
and i see my own finger moves by itself.
that feeling is like... ?

like looking at it moving.
Thats all.