Horrifying Holidays

So as the progress takda apa sangat yang dapt aku buat sepanjang musim cuti ni . maybe its preety bored . but nothing could be done sebab aku pun dah biasa dalam keterpaksaaan ini sebab aku terpaksa, at the beginning of the hoilidy I thought maybe I want to get some work  . I was planning to work back at the bakin boys but my plan is have to be stop because my mom said that maybe I just stay at home and helping her . And the week I not so many as well actually .. so I just stayed at home and spending my time reading novels that getting increased day by day .

and it was a shocking moment when as I back home everyone is talking about married. Ohhhh that’s is a nice thing to hear but is also something you are not expect . My brother is getting engaged this month with his choice. And their married will be planned next year . it is a big thing to heard because its not a playfull thing actually when you are talking about marriage you have to think of its seriously because it is including your whole life and your wife . you also need a good planning so that your first step can bring you toward the one whole life happiness . so plan it right . I think . but maybe he is serious , yaaa I can feel that .

about the novels,  Im just bought Ramlee Awang Mursyid novel from the bookstore . he just release the new novel . maybe its being old but im the one who didn’t noctice it before . bila nak cari buku dia tuh selalu je takde , biasa la bila nak mesti takde, bila taknak tu berlambak2.

And sometimes I watch movies, playing games and doing the household chores, well helping my mom. Its not that I want to show the kindest thing that I do but I can see that when im not at home while studying there is no one to helping my mom since everyone is busy with working and no one could be “HOPE” to helping her . especially my brother that having such lazy manners although he is 16 but he cant even wash his own clothes . his weight is 100++ and having an height of 190++ and a size of pinggang yang more bigger tha batang pokok balak I think , he still could manage himself and sometimes he is like do not have brain . he just threw away his shirt everywhere and he didn’t ignore about the environment at home .

He also get mad when im talking the truth thing about him . one whole day he just sit infront of his twitter and replying his friends and posting such an idiot status that showing maybe he is an HOT person to be followed . it’s a stupid teenage life so far . and he even ignore the time to solat . dia just buat2 tak tau pasal solat , one week just pergi masjid sekali je. Tu pun untuk solat jumaat . and I scold him dah masuk twice and im stop it . he wont change , maybe he think that I just menyibuk hal dia . biasa lah kan , so itu aja amaran aku yang akhir . lagipun I was return back to UTM for my second semester . if he wont change after this , its up to him . Kubur masing2 kan ? J

Dah tegur banyak kali but takde respon , so just let him be with his life. What to do??